recently alot of thing had happen which make me feel so upset.. never in my life such things had happen.. i guess things will not what it use to be anymore.. all happiness and laughter will not be there anymore.. i really feel very very sad.. feel like crying at at times.. i wonder why am i feeling this way.. i should feel HOME when i'm at home.. but i don feel it this way.. i feel like i'm a stranger.. there's no more laughter and joy.. its not only about me but my family.. shouln't it be patience and understanding with each other.. for 19yrs this is the first time.. where is the love?? where's all the communication??? can someone tells me what should i do.......