♥Memories and Sorrows to be left...

Sunday, May 27, 2007Y

this week quite relax.. dad went to thailand.. so in the morning don have to work.. so fast another week past.. tmr gotta go school.. ya.. went to k box with shawn and wee teck on thursday.. play until morning den go home and i enjoyed myself last night.. went to phuture with my frens.. FUN!!! i like that place.. the music is good.. saw bernice, julutte, jie ying at zouk toilet.. lols.. yes.. zongyang is right.. need to study liaox.. hahax.. keep on playing.. but is like 2 weeks i nv go clubbing le.. hmmmx... got time then i update again.. =)

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Monday, May 21, 2007Y

((being smash by us))

((CCY))

((CCY birthday cake))

my mood is still the same for the past few days..celebrate CCY birthday on sat at hairul house.. we bought cake a shirt for him.. ya i went to chill out on sunday.. get to know new frens.. went out with my brothers and SISTER to jec and down to orchard at night to find my frens.. KTV party world till 430 and kopitiam till 6 am.. i enjoyed.. ytd went for lesson till 830 only.. reach home early at 11.. slp and wake up for work.. i so long nv go cluubing liaox.. hmmm.. this is not me lehx.. lols..

feeling lost nowadays.. really dunno lost.. i dunno wad i want..

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Saturday, May 19, 2007Y

back with my updates.. cant really recall wad had happen for the past few days.. on friday as usual i went to work.. i'm surprise that i raise my voice on my colleague.. i was a little pissed off.. i'm very sorry about that.. for years i had not raise my voice at somone.. my temper is very good all this while.. i dunno why ytd will like tat.. i don feel good.. i'm very tired of everything.. hope to have a break but i cant.. i'm stress up.. cannot really sleep well for a few nights.. is like sometimes i would like to have someone who can be by my side.. care for me.. love me.. dote on me.. will be by my side whenever i need him.. BUT this are jus for a moment.. don wish to have any relationship right now.. TIRED!!

sometimes i wonder which guy can tolerate my lifestyle.. they always say they can accept but actually they cant.. i will never trust a guy words easily anymore..

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Monday, May 14, 2007Y

I’m back to update.. =) !.. went to many places this few days.. last wed k box, Thursday work!! Friday work!! Saturday went out with Jason, Jackson, Edwin, Teck Heng (not my good friend) , Jessica and two of Jackson’s friend.. and know what.. watch SpiderMan 3 again.. -.-“ ! .. well after that went to Balcony at orchard to have a drink.. reach home 7 am.. hehe.. die flat on my bed.. i was so tired.. woke up at 5pm by a msg.. -.-“! But guess who msg me.. L!! Hahax.. went out with him to Chinatown to get his stuff and we had dinner.. wandered around from Chinatown to clark quay and end up we decide to go cineleisure.. went to k box with him.. heez.. went home about 2-3 am like tat.. I enjoy the time I was with him.. the happiest things that I know is tat he’s staying here for another 2 yrs.. =D ! .. on monday.. i went to BBDC with jacqueline and peishan to register for our driving license.. heez.. hopefully can clear it once.. don wish to retake any.. heez..

Confuse!?! .. I dunno what am I thinking.. someone pls help me!!

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Monday, May 07, 2007Y

Busy busy busy!! I’ve got so many things to do this week.. ya and I’m gonna get my license soon.. keep dragging on.. till dunno when then will go take the basic.. well when out for the last few nights.. as usual Friday I will work at night and surprisingly.. I nv go clubbing.. met up with zhi le for supper den have a nice chat and went home le.. Saturday went out with my frens.. pool then KTV.. they are so funny wor.. I enjoy going out with them.. left at 10 to meet jac and shanx.. we went to MOS.. kind of boring.. so mani pple.. not fun at all.. went off at 230 to Liang Court mac.. sat down for our supper and chat till 5 like tat den took a cab home.. wanted to stay at home on Sunday but I’m too bored at home.. so called my sister and brother out to JEC lohx.. very early go home liaox.. cos next day tot going to work.. end up also nv go.. no one wake me up.. I jus cant adpat myself back to normal life.. like last night I slept at 1130pm and woke up at 230am.. and I cant get back to sleep anymore till about 6am.. and know wad I gotta wake up at 645.. jus the 45 mins of slp.. I’m very tired of this kind of life.. hais… I rather go back to school..
I underestimate myself..
I thought I can do it.. but actually I cant.. is like all along I’m deceiving myself..

ends at 9:24 PM

Wednesday, May 02, 2007Y

THURSDAY

yeah!! i finally change my blog skin le.. spent such a long time to find a skin.. tired!!! today in office do nth at all !!!.. sianz.. later gotta work in pub.. sick and tired already le..

WEDNESDAY

suppose to work today but then overslept so nv go.. wake up le then go bank.. went JP to shop awhile.. at 4 plu 5 meet jun kwang then went to HKE.. while waiting for homo and chin yang.. eat my dinner lohz.. went for lesson at 7.. the teacher sux man.. i dunno wad is he teaching.. wah.. nv have such a teacher before.. if it was not my hp spoil i surely will take to pic of the teacher.. then after break the lesson i nv listen.. keep playing with homo.. lols..wu gui wu gui tiao.. haha.. and play 5 10 15 20.. he LOST to me.. hahax.. draw his whole hand.. this is our foreit.. lols.. got chance i'll the picx up.. well after lesson went to JEC with chinyang homo and darly for billard and pool.. went home at about 1 am.. slept eary..

TUESDAY

woke up at 5 or 6 in the evening.. meet homo at je station at 7.45 but he reach at 8+.. ya then went down to bugis to meet tecky.. wanted to watch Spider Man 3 at bugis but it was all full.. no choice.. den we go lavander find darly then go down to The Cathay to watch Spider Man 3.. after tat went home le..

MONDAY

in morning i went to work with my dad.. then suppose to go back to hyss to visit Mrs kelly tan de.. end up we didnt get back to school becos she went off already.. so met jun kwang at 6 plus and we went for our english lesson.. halfway through break we went off to play billard.. hahax.. metlionel and we went to JEC.. play le i went down to my workplace to collect my pay.. after tat went to safra to find jac and shanz they all to celebrate kai fong birthday.. about 2 went back to my workplace with jac to find my colleagues.. went to Naughty Girls at orchard towers.. play until about 5 plus then go home..

still the same me missing you without you knowing it.. when i see you i dunno wad can i say.. all i do is to look at you at a corner quietly..

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