♥Memories and Sorrows to be left...

Tuesday, October 30, 2007Y

i living with full of bliss in my life..
having bb with me is what makes me feel so 'xing fu' ..
was at bb house for the whole day and night..
bb room tv broken down..
OMG!! tats leave me with a boring day..
went home at night around 9 plus..
yupx and bb sister fetch us back..
got some books and went back to bb house..
after tat went to airport to fetch bb sister boyfriend..
we had swensens at terminal 2..
i got a crayfish pasta and bb got a black pepper seafood pasta..
then bb sister and her boyfriend both had earthquake..
thanks bb sister boyfriend for the treats..
went back bb place and we watch "Meet The Robinsons"..
hey its a nice show.. i kind of like it,,
bb like it too..
i'm gonna get back to RIverine to work next wednesday..
its been a long time since i got back there..
thinking of we gotta be on heels for 8 to 9 hrs,
its gonna kill me man!! it very tired la..
but gotta bear with it.. i need to work..
mom is going on a holiday trip with dad on sunday..
she will be meeting my dad in guangzhou..
then to shenzhen and hongkong..
wah... i also wanna go... hahax...
know wad my mom say.. save your own money and go..
lols.. yes i will.. and end of year i'm planning to go on holiday with bb..
i'm gonna fail my examsx... lets not talk about it..
i would like to know.. why a person will keep dreaming of the same person..
strange right..
i keep having this kind of dreams with kep dreamning of the same person..
and the person id of cos my bb la..
then everytime i tell him he sure say dunno true anot..
its really true.. why will like tat arx..???

ends at 11:35 PM

Sunday, October 28, 2007Y

finally get the time to update le
well.. i bought 6300 for bb le..
as a surprise..
he's very happy..
hahax..
and he is real lucky..
becos he wants the black/sliver 6300..
then in sintel market no longer will produce this color phone..
he got the last 4th phone..
seeing bb so happy i'm also very happy..
we went for movie last night..
watch The Seeker..
well too much talking and less action..
overall the storyline was ok..
but still kind of waste money..
tmr having english paper 1 and 2 and maths paper..
wah... it will take the whole day..
i really wish exams will be over soon..
wanna get started with work..
then i can get the things i want..
it has been a long time since i get to shop..
end of year, bb and i planning to go on a holiday..
so must save up money.. hehex..
dad is going china today i suppose..
so which means i can stay in bb house le..
hahax.. happy happy !

ends at 1:21 AM

Monday, October 22, 2007Y

i'm jus simply so bored now (in office alone)
zZZZzzzz...
so update blog bahx..
how i wish i'm at home now..
so tired la!!
ytd slept around 1 am
woke up at 6 plus 7..
later i still gotta go to westmall to transfer my mum's registered name to my name..
cos i got 2 lines then both plan finish already..
i wanna get a phone for bb..
he wants to buy a 6300..
but i'm getting it for him..
shhhxx..
cos i tell him need to wait cos need my mom go along with me..
so now i secretly go transfer the lines under my name..
then i'm gonna get by this week..
tmr chem paper liaox..
i'm still not ready for the paper..
jus study abit only..
sianx....

ends at 10:18 PM

Sunday, October 21, 2007Y

i think i'm over thinking and too emotional over my last entry..
hey.. thats not the jean lehz!!!
its been a long time since i blog up this kind of things..
well everything is fine..
i love my boy
i'm happy with him
and all i must trust my boy..
yeah.. well knock off le..
happy happy!!!
lunch with mom den...
of cos shopping la!!!
whahah...

ends at 9:35 PM

Saturday, October 20, 2007Y

i jus change my blogskin.. i wanted to change it about one month ago however didn't have the time to do so.. well been working for the whole week.. at least i've done something and learn something..

some question to be ask!
1) how will you feel if your bf/gf ex's msg your bf/gf in the night?
2) how will you feel after seeing your gf/bf ex's and your gf/bf photos in the own current handphone ?
3) how will you feel when you saw your gf/bf handphone having assigned ringtone and pic for his/her ex's instead of you?
4) how will you feel when your gf/bf ex's asked your gf/bf whether do they have the chance to be together again?

although some answer are answered, i've asked all this question because i dunno how am i feeling.. i totally trust my guy.. but i jus don feel good.. i don feel really sercure and havnig the assurance from him.. atlthough at times i can see that care and concern from him but does it mean he really love me? i don really feel it.. yes its barely 2 months only but i'm serious with him.. what i want to see is action, not words!! yes i do admit every girls would like to hear sweet words from their boyfriend.. but if you are a girl would you rather hear or see?. perhaps i'm thinking too much? or maybe because of the things i gone thorugh? i'm feeling vexed!! someone pls help!!

ends at 12:57 AM

Tuesday, October 16, 2007Y

i'm getting very lazy to update.. now in office but yet i've got nothing to do at all.. yawning away and falling asleep.. ytd went off early from work then accompany bb to consult a doctor at jurong polyclinic.. guess wad.. we reach there around 1pm and left at 5 pm.. waited so long.. the service is really inefficient.. the report came out.. the doctor say nth had happen to bb.. but dunno why bb feel pain at his lower back.. well went back to bb place then slept till 11pm then i wake up.. after that at 12 midnight back to sleep again.. lols.. PIG !!

ends at 6:30 PM

Sunday, October 14, 2007Y

this few days i'm quite tired,, bb was sick.. quite serious.. took care of him night and day.. well my mom knows tat i've got bf le.. this few days i've not been going home.. my dad didnt say anything.. well bb spinal got problem.. for the past few days he cannot sleep well eat well or walk.. i'm so worry.. 2 days ago bb mama brought him to that kind of "wen shen" place.. where chinese who pray to chinese god will believe in it.. there are 2 master.. one is dressed up like "Ji Gong" the other one jus nornal yellow robe that helps people to do "Tui Na".. know people sprain their leg or arms or anything part of the body not feeling well this master will heal you.. well the "Ji Gong" master say things will not be smooth for bb.. i standing beside was having question mraks over my head.. cos i never been to such place.. maybe i'm a freethinker so i don believe.. but in my heart i say since the master say something unpleasant may happen why not jus treat it as an advice to prevent things to happen.. after going to the "Ji Gong" master bb went to the "Tui Na" master.. this is the worst part.. i saw how bb was in pain.. imagine jus by standing at the side looking at bb, i almost shed my tears.. i really cant imagine how bb took the pain.. bb "tui" for almost one hour.. the master say its ligament worn off.. and bb spinal is not straight.. then the bone is on the major vein thats why bb will be so pain.. den no liqour or beer.. no cold drinks.. no food that have bean in it.. but after "tui" by the master bb felt alot better.. will accompany bb to see the western doctor tmr.. i ever had one experience like tat before.. ya the pain is unbearable.. you jus simply want to stop the pain that it.. when the time i suffer from my spinal problem, i always say "i want to take out my spinal and leave it aside until it no longer hurt the put it back".. stupid right..

ends at 3:25 AM

Thursday, October 04, 2007Y

a tired night.. well went to zouk with peishan, jac, madeline, vanessa and few of other frens.. girls night.. hmm.. so coincident i saw jie ying and arron.. den after tat i saw baby sister.. den going home that time i saw my upline shawn.. the wrold is so small.. didnt really enjoy.. come to think of tat maybe i club until sianz le.. phuture was so crowded.. so me jac and shanz went out to eat.. i went off at 2 plus cos somehting happen..
sometimes i feel so bad.. not showing him enough care and concern.. is like he's sick yet i cant do anything.. he's so sweet of doing some things yet i've made him piss off with me.. we talk alot last night.. i get to know him better.. in every realtionship is it always one who have to give in more then the other party.. i guess so.. my mom had chatted with me saying this before and she say is not easy to maintain a relationship.. true.. i agree with her.. you know, whether will i last with him anot, not even once it strike my mind.. becos.. you wont know wad things will happen in the future so definately i'll treasure the time when i'm with him..

ends at 1:13 AM