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Friday, March 31, 2006Y

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wah.. finally i get to update my blog... hmmm.. it seems like 1 or 2 weeks nv update le.. heez.. well today as usual go school lohz.. somemore today lesson all so sianz de.. wanna slp but then cannot.. teacher so noisy.. hmm.. seems like everyday slack onli.. nv hold books at all de.. books are so boring.. den at 7pm gotta go back to sch for principal talk.. so boring man.. if i know i wont go.. so sianz.. then after tat when to market with my mama.. bought alot things.. carry until my hand wanna broke le.. heez..then went home watch da chang jin lohz.. after tat call dear talk awhile..
hmmm.. after dear left school le like time spent together like very less lohz.. the timing really don meet at all.. he gotta work i gotta go school.. i onli get to see him once a week and tat is sunday and becos we need to go church tat is why.. then he also gonna sch reopen le.. then tat's gonna be worst.. he will be spending all his time in sch.. totally no time to get together.. kinda of missing him so much.. is it every week also must like tat.. i understand tat both of us are busy over our own things.. i cannot be unreasonable.. but we just don have our own time to get together.. i hope tat things will just work out naturally.. i don wanna give any stress to him but yet i wan his accompany.. am i selfish?? i dunno...

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Saturday, March 18, 2006Y

today wake up at 8 o'clock.. have a TERRIBLE headach.. last night like nv sleep at all.. although i close and eye and my body is resting but my mind like not resting.. is like sort or thinking of alot of things.. or rather dreaming? to me it does not seems like dreamning.. then whenn i can get to sleep i need to wake up le.. hmmm.. have no choice but to drag myself off my bed.. bath and get ready myself le.. take a cab down to dear house.. in the cab i really wan to vomit and faint liaox.. so smelly.. think is the food tat the taxi uncle brought into the cab.. somemore the taxi so bumpy.. come down of the cab the feeling is so great.. got FRESH AIR!.. but i am still having headach.. even WORSE.. hmmm.. reach dear house le take breakfast then go to church.. in church again SO STUFFY!.. feeling even worst then before.. but i need to 'ren' until the service is over.. the whole service also nv listen to wad the pastor is saying.. jus feeling very TERRIBLE.. hopeing to have a bed for me to lie and sleep.. finally the service end.. lucky dear house is near to the church.. somemore his mama got drive... reach dear house le i cant wait to sleep..slept for about half hour.. then wake up eat luch le.. today dear got match at about 2pm.. then i left the house with him.. took a cab home.. reach home le try to log into internet but then cannot.. use wireless connection is like tat de.. i WANT a computer.. but then i cannot afford to buy.. till now i still have headach.. think is not enough sleep tat is why i have a terrible headach.. i'm gonna catch some sleep now !.. cannot TAHAN le..

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Friday, March 17, 2006Y

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hmmmx.. went out with dear.. actually we decide to go PS to watcn movie de.. then the timing like don meet.. somemore so far.. the end up we go JP watch movie.. watch Big Momma House 2.. quite ok la the show.. is quite funny.. before we watch movie went to kopitiam eat dinner.. the walk walk lohz.. walk until the time up le then go watch movie.. wanted to buy shirrt de but then so expensive den never buy.. hmmmz.. reach home about 930 quite early cos dear take taxi sent me home.. hahaz.. so waste money horx.. hmmm.. reach home le go n make the BBQ stuff.. hmmm.. then watch tv till about 1 plus den sleep..
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wake up at 12 o’clock.. hmmm.. den eat breakfast cum lunch le prepare the BBQ things.. then wait for peishan to come at 4 plus and we took a cab to west coast park to meet ellen darly and jasmine .. reach liao then we walk to find our BBQ pit.. its really very far.. about 10 mins walk from the mac.. some more like no pple de.. so ulu.. reach there liaoz then Irene call.. gotta bring her to the BBQ pit.. we have no choice.. so me and ellen walk to mac and walk back again lohz.. next time don wanna book there liaoz.. so far.. the BBQ quite fun.. we almost finish everything at the BBQ.. the food is nice.. at about 7 shihuan and her boyfriend come.. then awhile more huifang and Joanne come also.. eat le then play volleyball awhile.. at about 9 me peishan and ellen go home first cos wanna watch da chang jin.. we took a cab home.. guess how long we waited for the taxi.. half hr! so long lehz.. leg so tired.. there no cab de.. keep walking and walking.. reach home le.. bath liaoz den watch da chang jin lohz.. then at about 12 plus I sleep le..

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Wednesday, March 15, 2006Y

wake up at one o'clock ytd... den meet lenz at JE popular at about 4 o'clock.. very 'qian bian'.. when i was about to go out i heard the bus like go le.. so of cos i wont wait for about 20 mins jus becos i wan to go lakeside MRT.. so i walk to another bus stop to take bus.. when i was about to reach there saw 1 of the bus go le.. that one is impossible for me to chase.. then when i almost reach the bus stop another bus come liaox.. i was chasing or rather running towards the bus stop.. guess wad.. the uncle saw me chasing for the bus but then don stop.. wad the hell man.. the weather is already so hot.. sweat like hell liao still chase for a bus tat DON stop.. then i reach JE popular was abit late.. den we walk to IMM.. wah.. the weather is really so hot.. really cannot tahan.. ask me go africa surely cannot survive.. reach IMM le we wanted to use the AXS machine to book BBQ pit.. but cant find it at the first level.. so we go to the third level de.. then at there saw rashida, lynn, jun xian, hairul and zul.. book le then go and eat dinner at KFC.. we are like slowcoach... eat for almost an hr.. eat le we are suppose to do our maths homework together.. however the questions are so difficult.. think my brain gonna rust soon.. such simple question i also dunno how to do.. how to take 'o' level??? haix.. mus start studying liaox.. hmmmz.. then after tat went to giant to check on the price and the things we need for BBQ.. suppose to buy the things and food we need today de but then shi huan come and meet us then she pay lohz.. hEez.. so we buy it ytd.. we got so much food lehz.. but the BBQ is really cheap.. everything add toegether is less then $100.. after tat accompany shi huan eat dinner le then we go home liaox.. hmmmz.. reach home le call peishan then we chit chat awhile.. after tat i watch da chang jin.. chaag jin is so cute when was young.. hmmmx.. I come back at night to update.. heez..

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Monday, March 13, 2006Y

hmmmx.. ytd night went to meet dear.. come back quite late.. then straight away go and sleep le.. this morning he call me up.. and it is jus onli 9 o'clock.. how can i wake up at 9.. lols.. wake up liao cant sleep le.. then watch tv and eat breakfast lohz.. now (1500) so tired liaox.. surely will take a nap de.. so sianz.. gonna be at home for the whole day.. i've got nth to do! *yawnzz* think i go sleep now le bahx.. so tired.. bye

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Sunday, March 12, 2006Y

wake up at 8am actually wanna go church de.. but then not feeling well.. felt so giddy den like whole body no strength like tat.. den i msg dear tell him i not going church.. took 2 panadol then went back to sleep.. hmmx.. wake up at 1 pm.. feeling alot alot better liaox.. surely is not enuff rest tats why like tat.. den slack for the whole day.. do nth.. watch tv & eat lunch.. at about 3+ go back to sleep again.. heez.. onli sleep about an hr.. cos so late then wake up.. so cant really sleep soundly.. wake up liaox also do nth.. hmmm.. bout 730 like tat ask my mama wanna go jp anot.. cos i need to buy some thing.. wah.. my mama bought a facial cleanser for almost $30 and is like only 90mL?! so expensive.. heez.. she buy but i use.. kekez.. so bad horx me.. bought things liao then go kopitiam to have my dinner.. at tat time (930) so many stalls already close liaox.. then as usual i eat 'ban mian' .. one week think i ate 3 times le.. find it abit sianz liaoxz.. eat le den go home le lohx.. reach home also got nth to do then i put nail polish.. hmmmx.. i wanna go pedicure.. but then is like expensive for me lehz.. i still gotta go through 2 more weeks then i can get my pocket money.. i'm onli left with $50 for 2 weeks.. how am i going to survive.. somemore got holiday.. go out surely will sppend $$ de.. haix..

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Saturday, March 11, 2006Y

i slept so early last night! it is earlier then the usual time i sleep when is a school day.. normally i sleep at 12 plus during school days.. ytd i slept at 11pm.. i just cant believe it.. hmmm.. maybe something is bothering me tats why i slept early.. don wish to disclose wad had happen.. i am jus like a pig.. sleep from 11 in the night to 12 in noon then i wake up.. i wonder why can i sleep so much?? family genes?? my family can sleep tat long too.. even worst the me.. hahaz... hmmmx.. cook lunch for myself de switch on the tv.. guess wad i watch?? CINDERALLA! to you childish right.. hey its my faourite fairy tale.. imagine if you were in dreamland?? isn tat great.. glass shoe.. fairly godmother.. prince charming! hahax.. i imagine too much le.. how good if things are in reality.. yeah!.. tml my sister going camping i can have the whole room.. heez.. well.. talk about today.. i went to dear mum's office to meet him and his cousin and auntie.. finally see my darling liao.. wah.. wait for bus so long then the weather so hot.. sweat like hell man.. face so red.. hahax.. well is worth it.. cos i get to see him.. come back to wad i am saying.. after tat his auntie brought us to keppel club.. played pool with him and his cousin.. after tat when to heartland mall to buy presents for 2 pple birthday.. after tat went for the birthday bbq.. sort of bbq onli.. i tot bbq is like everybody bbq their own food take whatever you wan?? ok well.. the bbq is at a terrace house.. then the one who bbq is like onli 2 or 3 pple making the food.. put it on a tray and served.. hmmm... others sit in the living room chit chating and enjoying the food.. is like might as well put the food in the oven and cook it.. isnt it better.. hmmm.. hahax.. but the food is really delicious.. i enjoy it.. i would say this is a 'no sweat BBQ'.. hahax.. gonna put on weight le.. this week actually got 3 bbq de.. but i not going for my class bbq.. kind of bored to me.. is like pple will do their own things.. dunno why i feel it this way.. don really enjoy it.. somemore is at east coast.. so far.. kind of tired le.. tml still gotta wake up early to go church.. hmm.. think i shall stop here liaox.. =) !

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Friday, March 10, 2006Y

today is last day of term one le.. so happy lehx.. wake up in the morning.. really so tired.. go back and sleep again.. then 745 wake up go sch.. since today last day le late also nvm.. today lesson all very relax.. nth much in school lehz.. after school go home then sleep for bout 2 hrs.. meet ellen at 430 at jp then we take dinner together... bought a necklace for nicholas sister.. her birthday on 12 march.. hmmmx.. wanted to buy slippers and shirt de.. but don see any that suit me.. got few shirt at red 2 very nice de.. but then is too expensive for me to buy.. cant afford it.. how good if everything is free or i jus have the money to spend on wadeva i wan.. hahax.. i wan so mani things.. =X ! .. so greedy horx.. tml going to a party celebrating nic sis birthday.. dunno wad to wear lehx.. like no shirt le.. everytime wear the same.. finally tml i can see darling le.. 5 days nv see him liaox..!! tat is veri long for me not to see him.. wish time passes fast then can see him le.. hmmmx.. one week holiday like very short horx.. i am like so busy the whole week.. program already arranged.. well i stop here le.. wanna watch tv liaox.. =) ! ..

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Thursday, March 09, 2006Y

hmmmx.. today early in the morning gotta force myself to wake up.. wah i am really so tired.. somemore first lesson is poa.. cannot sleep for awhile.. my eyes is really so heavy.. nth much today lehx.. oh ya.. during chinese got funny man.. the chinese teacher dunno how to pronounce the english word then 'gey kiang' still wanna use tat word.. hmmmx.. my class pple should know wad am i talking bahx.. heezz.. after school when mama shop with ellen and joen to buy somehting to eat and drink coz got chinese remadial.. going to bell ring le then ellen joen and i then reach the classroom.. by the time teacher already in class le.. she so wad man.. say we late.. the bell haven ring say late.. ask us to stay back.. is her watch fast wad.. so unreasonable de.. tml last day of school le.. i mean for this term onli.. finally got a short break.. heez.. i so long nv see him le... miss him so much.. from sunday until now nv see him lehx.. now he not in sch le like time together less liao.. but i like it this way.. like we will treasure the time we had together even more when we get to see each other.. miss you so much!!!

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Wednesday, March 08, 2006Y

Aiyo.. so frustrating lehz.. the more i make the worst it is.. why so difficult to make a nice blog de.. hmmm.. so pek chek lehz.. nvm.. muz slowly learn.. today is a school day same as usual STUDY lohx.. heng today no maths remedial otherwise can die le.. today already got 3 maths period le.. if continue remedial for 1 hr means 5 period le.. lucky today change to bio remedial.. then mrs kelly tan nv come today.. got one period free.. sianx arx.. tml got chi remadial.. see the teacher face also sian man.. don feel like going.. so tired today.. well end here le..

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Tuesday, March 07, 2006Y

Hello everybody... Hmmm.. i am jean here.. guess not many people know who am i.. feel free to add me as a fren of your in your blog.. i am a newbie here.. alot of things still dunno.. so can i hope tat i can ask any of you here.. i also dunno what to write in my first entry.. well i shall end here.. bye..

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