Finally i change my blog skin.. i kinda of like this.. simple and sweet.. Suppose to accompany my dad for check up.. But mom say don need go cos just a check up before the operation.. so stay at home laze around.. whole day watching tv and using com.. suppose to work tonight but i'm lazy... hahaz... didn't tell my supervisor that i can work.. so just let it be.. thursday might be the last day of Riverine.. being taken over by a Japanese guy.. he wants us to stay over.. but don't think i will want becos its a Japanese Bar.. knowing that they are very fussy and expectation is high.. So i intend to rest then find for another job.. i will miss my colleagues.. actually i also dunno what to work as.. i don't like working in office.. slowly find ba.. i'm sure one day i will get one that i will like.. die die die!!! baby's present i haven even started... don't have the chance to buy the things i need.. i don wanna let him know what i'm doing for him.. hehez...another 20 more days to 1 year.. i'm so eager to know what he made for me.. time passes so fast... together with baby for almost one year already.. No regrets.. hehe.. he's so nice to me.. =D !.. So i must get his present done soon!!
ends at 3:35 PM
Sunday, July 27, 2008Y
last night such terrible things happen.. i do not wanna mention so much.. i just don understand why some people can't control their emotions, temper and have more patience.. especially involving with relationship problems.. being together is not about love only.. shouldn't couples have trust understanding and communication with each other?? all the more is married couples.. it does not mean that only one party can do what they want and the other one being lock up.. i find that it is really very unfair.. if there's no trust there what for be together right.. i really feel so unfair for you.. but i can't say anything.. you can't be soft heart all the time.. this will lead to no where.. its so heartached seeing people around you being hurt.. don want to talk about this anymore.. well i'm so fed up.. wanted to change my blog skin but i cant find a suitable one.. if it is suitable, i cant use it.. grrr...!! spend hours making it end up can't use it.. what i really wish now is that dad is going be well and baby don be so stress up.. know what baby.. i will be there for you whenever you need me.. everything is gonna be ok.. i will go through with you..=D !.. smile more.. <3>
ends at 10:40 AM
Tuesday, July 22, 2008Y
life consisit of ups and downs.. i understand.. things happening in life, regardless of ups or down, we must learn to face it.. learn from it.. till now i understand and know wad is important in life.. Well.. dad's surgery date is drawing nearer.. my biggest wish now is that he will get well.. other things can slowly solve.. hmm.. i really wanna thank my baby for being with me.. he's there for me whenever i need him.. i love you!! Riverine is closing soon.. so i'll be jobless.. but i think of getting a day job after dad's surgery.. i miss my frens.. i will meet up with you guys when i have the time..
ends at 5:23 AM
Monday, July 14, 2008Y
recently alot of thing had happen which make me feel so upset.. never in my life such things had happen.. i guess things will not what it use to be anymore.. all happiness and laughter will not be there anymore.. i really feel very very sad.. feel like crying at at times.. i wonder why am i feeling this way.. i should feel HOME when i'm at home.. but i don feel it this way.. i feel like i'm a stranger.. there's no more laughter and joy.. its not only about me but my family.. shouln't it be patience and understanding with each other.. for 19yrs this is the first time.. where is the love?? where's all the communication??? can someone tells me what should i do.......
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