life consisit of ups and downs.. i understand.. things happening in life, regardless of ups or down, we must learn to face it.. learn from it.. till now i understand and know wad is important in life.. Well.. dad's surgery date is drawing nearer.. my biggest wish now is that he will get well.. other things can slowly solve.. hmm.. i really wanna thank my baby for being with me.. he's there for me whenever i need him.. i love you!! Riverine is closing soon.. so i'll be jobless.. but i think of getting a day job after dad's surgery.. i miss my frens.. i will meet up with you guys when i have the time..