last night such terrible things happen.. i do not wanna mention so much.. i just don understand why some people can't control their emotions, temper and have more patience.. especially involving with relationship problems.. being together is not about love only.. shouldn't couples have trust understanding and communication with each other?? all the more is married couples.. it does not mean that only one party can do what they want and the other one being lock up.. i find that it is really very unfair.. if there's no trust there what for be together right.. i really feel so unfair for you.. but i can't say anything.. you can't be soft heart all the time.. this will lead to no where.. its so heartached seeing people around you being hurt.. don want to talk about this anymore.. well i'm so fed up.. wanted to change my blog skin but i cant find a suitable one.. if it is suitable, i cant use it.. grrr...!! spend hours making it end up can't use it.. what i really wish now is that dad is going be well and baby don be so stress up.. know what baby.. i will be there for you whenever you need me.. everything is gonna be ok.. i will go through with you..=D !.. smile more.. <3>