back with my updates.. cant really recall wad had happen for the past few days.. on friday as usual i went to work.. i'm surprise that i raise my voice on my colleague.. i was a little pissed off.. i'm very sorry about that.. for years i had not raise my voice at somone.. my temper is very good all this while.. i dunno why ytd will like tat.. i don feel good.. i'm very tired of everything.. hope to have a break but i cant.. i'm stress up.. cannot really sleep well for a few nights.. is like sometimes i would like to have someone who can be by my side.. care for me.. love me.. dote on me.. will be by my side whenever i need him.. BUT this are jus for a moment.. don wish to have any relationship right now.. TIRED!!
sometimes i wonder which guy can tolerate my lifestyle.. they always say they can accept but actually they cant.. i will never trust a guy words easily anymore..