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Saturday, April 01, 2006Y

((sAtuRdAy))- 010406
today wake up at 12 plus eat le then went to make honeydew sago.. heez.. first time make.. after tat use com lohz.. so sianz.. then at about 3 jac call me ask me wanna go out ma.. den i agree.. meet peishan and jac 4 at jp.. den went to cineleisure.. actually wanna catch a movie de but then the time all don meet so end up nv watch.. went to eat pastamania stay there for about one hr plus.. guess wad we do next.. of cos SHOPPING.. went to far east.. so long nv really go into shopping le.. i bought 2 tops.. wah.. so ex.. one for 30 and one for 20.. onli 2 tops cost me 50.. my one week allowance like tat spent le.. hmmmx.. actually i wanted to buy slippers de but nth really suits me.. jac bought 3 tops and shanz bought one bahz.. i forget le.. hmmmz.. i so envy them.. 'shen cai' so good.. wear wad also nice and pretty.. unlike me.. buy tops is really difficult for me.. at about 10 we leave far east.. leg so tired lehz.. so long nv shop le.. then far east is quite far from the mrt.. some more i wear heels.. my toe is so painful.. finally at mrt got place to sit le.. heez.. then the 3 of us keep chatting until lakeside..
i suppose to be happy today.. however something unpleasent things had happen went i reach home.. i misunderstood things he had said.. misuderstood his kindness.. i talk back to him.. i feel so sad and regreted.. i feel tat he is not happy being with me.. really feel so sad.. i keep quiet when i called him.. i feel so helpless now.. i dunno wad can i do.. i really created a big trouble for myself.. i am not understanding enough.. i started doubting whether i am good enough for him.. everything is my fault.. sobx.. sobx..

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