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Thursday, April 27, 2006Y

Wah.. its such a long time since I update my blog.. well.. I wont updating my blog often till my com is repair.. exams coming liao.. just 6 days from today.. I still haven study yet.. is like stare at the book onli.. hahaz.. hmmm.. well I will be expecting to fail my mid yr badly.. well think I shall end here.. =)

ends at 9:55 PM

Wednesday, April 05, 2006Y

woke up late today.. quicky bath den rush out of house le.. couldnt catch bus 154 today.. so i walk out to take 98 to school.. lucky i am not late.. meet ellen in school instead of her house downstairs.. wasnt feeling well.. i am so tired and my throat is pain.. so we went to toilet to wash my face.. guess wad we see in the toilet.. pads lying on the ground and in the sink.. i mean why there are such girls?? so disgusting.. the feeling is like *yuckss*.. who is so inconsiderate.. do not have personal hygience.. eeEee.. don wanna think about it le.. ya.. as usual after assembly den go back to class for reading.. but i read awhile onli.. then sleep for about one period.. cos is CME.. and i am very SURPISE tat my class is so quiet.. first time lehz.. dunno is i sleep too soundly le nv listen to their noise or wad.. lols.. hmmm.. its chemistry time.. teacher nv come.. whahah.. so happy.. cos today got pratical test and i nv study.. hehez.. i am going to fail my maths exam if i don start studying now.. i dunno so mani things.. this yr realli so tough.. think i need tuition le.. although i dislike having tuition, i have no choice.. just struggle for a few more months and i will be free le.. heez.. after school suppose to have bio extra class however teacher nv come so i went home.. time passes so fast..another 3 weeks mid yr liao.. i still haven even touch a book yet.. how am i going to clear my 'o' level with good result.. and i am giving such attitude towards studies.. i have no motivation.. hais.. i am wondering why must we study??

ends at 2:12 AM

Tuesday, April 04, 2006Y

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today time passes very fast.. hmmm.. i really need to concentrate on my studies le.. i am slacking almost everday.. well.. today chinese got letter writing test.. i dunno how to write so many words.. lucky can use dictionary.. otherwise onli minus the wrong word can minus till 0 le.. heez.. after chinese is recess le.. got 1 hr recess lehz.. chinese test we finish early ma.. den we sneak out of the class.. faster walk down of the canteen.. otherwise you gotta line up like for almost 5 to 10 mintues to get the malay food.. i mean i don wanna critisize other stall but the food is really so awful.. onli the malay stall.. eat le den go up to class lohx.. talk talk with lenz.. den listen songs.. geography and history teacher alos nv come.. den class free 2 period.. dunno why when having free period i will not be tired.. den when lesson time will get so tired de.. heez.. english also nv listen much.. talk to ellen.. lols.. i so talkative horx.. hmmm.. i find maths is so difficult for me.. dunno wad is the teacher is teaching about.. think must really study on my own or ask frens teach me le.. hmm.. after school went to buy bubble tea.. then take 187 go home.. saw junkwang and his stead, samantha.. so loving.. heez.. reach home le den bath.. hmm.. my mum ask me check my father CPF thing then go and check.. so sickening.. keep diconnecting.. thursday got NAFA test lehz.. so sianz.. don feel like going.. sigh`..

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ytd got chinese oral.. well so ellen, joen, li hui and i wanted to go mama shop to have a bite.. however.. mr lau don allow us to go out of sch.. know why.. becos of house practice.. stupid right. then of cos got alot pple wanna go home ma.. where got bother to stay in sch de.. so saw some students climb over the fence.. den i saw a grp of guys running out of sch when a bus is going out of the sch, they follow the bus at the other side where mr lau couldnt see and sneak out.. like tat also can.. hahax.. den at 230 got oral so went to the hall to report.. i so 'suay' kana the last person.. waited for an hr plus.. hmm.. lucky no more picture description le.. otherwise gotta wait longer.. hmm.. not onli this, i still gotta be time keeper.. weather somemore so hot.. sweat so much.. lucky got bring hp with me den can listen to songs.. i don think i had done well for my oral.. hmm.. nvm.. i will do better for 'o' level.. =) !..

ends at 1:42 AM

Saturday, April 01, 2006Y

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today wake up at 12 plus eat le then went to make honeydew sago.. heez.. first time make.. after tat use com lohz.. so sianz.. then at about 3 jac call me ask me wanna go out ma.. den i agree.. meet peishan and jac 4 at jp.. den went to cineleisure.. actually wanna catch a movie de but then the time all don meet so end up nv watch.. went to eat pastamania stay there for about one hr plus.. guess wad we do next.. of cos SHOPPING.. went to far east.. so long nv really go into shopping le.. i bought 2 tops.. wah.. so ex.. one for 30 and one for 20.. onli 2 tops cost me 50.. my one week allowance like tat spent le.. hmmmx.. actually i wanted to buy slippers de but nth really suits me.. jac bought 3 tops and shanz bought one bahz.. i forget le.. hmmmz.. i so envy them.. 'shen cai' so good.. wear wad also nice and pretty.. unlike me.. buy tops is really difficult for me.. at about 10 we leave far east.. leg so tired lehz.. so long nv shop le.. then far east is quite far from the mrt.. some more i wear heels.. my toe is so painful.. finally at mrt got place to sit le.. heez.. then the 3 of us keep chatting until lakeside..
i suppose to be happy today.. however something unpleasent things had happen went i reach home.. i misunderstood things he had said.. misuderstood his kindness.. i talk back to him.. i feel so sad and regreted.. i feel tat he is not happy being with me.. really feel so sad.. i keep quiet when i called him.. i feel so helpless now.. i dunno wad can i do.. i really created a big trouble for myself.. i am not understanding enough.. i started doubting whether i am good enough for him.. everything is my fault.. sobx.. sobx..

ends at 9:34 AM