..jEaN's dReAmLaNd..

2009-05-02T06:20:00.000-07:00

Congrats to my COUSIN n WIFE..
Finally tie a knot after 7 years on 5th May 2009..
Such a sweet couple..
it has been a very long time...
hmmm since dunno which yr back is the last gathering..
last night was really fun..
Majority of the cousins are at the wedding dinner..
took alot alot of pictures too..
the old the young the senior citzen.. lols..
well dinner was held at M HOTEL at Tanjong Pagar..
Food was quite ok..
not the best but still edible..
out of 10 i will rate 6 and a half..
dinner end at about 11pm..
the we are the last to leave the place..
next what i'm gonna say is........
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY, I LOVE YOU!!!"
headed to party world at shenton way to celebrate baby's birthday..
my cousins majority join us..
it was fun.. but it was a last mintue desicion..
so i didn't order a cake..
but thanks to Fong mei, Seow Cui and Alex..
they found a cake shop that open 24 hrs...
really a big THANK YOU.. love you cousins..
our ktv session ends at about 4am..
by the time reach home is already 4.30 like that..
but it was really enjoyable..
took alot of photos but not ready to upload yet..
maybe will upload in a few days time...
=D !....

2009-04-21T04:51:00.000-07:00

oh my god..
i've almost forgotten that i've blog..
its dead for dunno how many months already..
haha.. hopefully i can update everyday..
but it seems like i'm very lazy..
how's my life??? hmmmm..
things going very well for baby and i..
as for work,
i'm very satisfied with my work but.....
hmm.. hope things are ok..
just that really worrying about things that gonna happen..
probably i'm thinking too much..
if really things are going to happen as what i guess,
i'm ready to handle it.. i won't give face..
i really can't wait for the day to come..
i wanna see what are their plans..
it keep bothering me so much..
i believe is not only me who get bothered..
HAISSS!!!...

2008-12-07T23:07:00.000-08:00

last update is on SEPTEMBER and now is already DEC..
Well time passes so fast..
X'mas is approaching follow by New Year..
Another Year had pass.. thats very fast..
In this Year 2008 like waste alot of time..
Especially looking for a suitable JOB..
And finally i found one..
Yes and i'm working in National University Hospital now..
Went for the interview and very sucessful..
Very Interesting Job.. Work as Patient Care Associate..
Basically is assit Doctors not NURSE..
alot of people thought i'm working as a NURSE..
my job scope is not so complicated as a NURSE..
i was posted to the Private Specialist Clinic..
learn alot of things..
for the pass one week i was having training and orientation..
The orientation was very fun as well as a little boring.. haas..
i fall asleep in serveral lessons..
but i'm not the only one..
get to know many colleagues from other deparments..
they were humorous and fun..
Still having training this week.. and after this week back to work..
a little TURN DOWN.. lols..
anyway.. i came to realise that working in the society is not easy..
well becos there are all sorts of people..
i don't want to talk so much about this..
Especially in our work place..
what i can say is that "Mind our own business"..
Tommorow is a working day again..
Think back about it, i misses school days..
i want to go school go school..
i want to sleep in class then sleep..
Have long Holidays...
now must see when then can take leave..
must plan when then can go for holidays..
haas... I want to go back to school days..
FUN !!..
This coming week gonna meet up SHAN and JAC..
It has been so long since we meet up..
looking very forward to meet them..
LOVES!!

2008-09-02T21:51:00.000-07:00

didn't really have the time to update my blog..
cos everyday work and work..
reach home kind of tired already..
Mom's birthday is few days back..
bro got her a cake from secret recipe..
NICEsss!!!
All Chocolate.. haas..
my favourites..
i intend to get my mom a washing machine as a gift..
but this month is a little tight..
so maybe wait till next month..
i'm like really lazy to update..
lying on the bed waiting for baby to come back from work..
Dunno why this few days like to hear retro songs..
i enjoy listening..
baby and i are planning for a holiday again..
but dunno where to go..
but i can't wait for the day to come..
cos being with him is so happy and enjoyable..

someone really gets on my nerves last few days..
if you are from HYSS you will for sure to know this person..
this person really sucks to the core...
never see such person before..
i'm not afraid to let pple knoe that he is a guy..
a guy who borrow pple money and deny that he borrowed..
and want to settle it the debts in $50,
when he borrowed much more..
dragging for months and months..
saying will pay the follwing month and in the end denied..
know what i LOOK REALLY SUPER DOWN on this kind of pple..
HELLO WEAR A SKIRT INSTEAD OF PANTS..
Worst then a girl.. i really cannot tahan this kind of pple..
Don let me see you on street.. GOOD LUCK!!
i will for sure make you lose face..
i know your EGO big.. its ok for me..
i will never let you off..
is not becos of the amount of money..
is the fucking attitude you give..
Wait and see what will happen when you step on my nerve..
wish you a VERY GOOD LUCK fucker!!

i'm apologise for the vulgar words..
i'm a person who don't really scold vulgar language unless i'm very pissed off..
so imagine how dulan am i..
Blood pressure sure rise.. lols..
well i stop here.. must have an early night..
Goodnight..

2008-08-24T02:08:00.000-07:00

rain and rain and rain for the past few days..
i'm looking forward for work tmr..
hopefully it wont rain in the morning..
otherwise, i dunno how am i gonna walk to lakeside..

FIGHT!!
something happen on friday..
i was at s11 at taman jurong..
around 1am like that with baby and his friend..
what happen was....
there's this group of CHINA guys..
Around 7 to 8 guys..
Drink beer of cos and got DRUNK..
So there there's one guy, i name it X,
scold the other guy (i name it Y) mom..
"Pu Nin Ah Bor" in Hokkien..
lols..and Y got to "HOT" ,
wanna start a fight with X..
already holding the tiger bottle..
so as expected their friends will hold X and Y back,
to prevent the fight..
so X got pulled away, but Y is still very "buay Song"..
keep scolding Vulgar language..
so heard what Y scolding, got fed up..
use the key to poke Y..
and of cos their friends hold them back..
so here comes the fight..and know what,
baby, his fren and i were just sittingless then 1 m from them..
and at that time baby and his fren were drink beer too..
some more just ordered 2 new bottles..
baby reaction was so fast..
the moment baby took the 2 FILLED bottle up,
then Y dash up to our table, trying to get the bottles to hit X..
it was the table i sit,everything were smash..
2 bottles of empty bottle were broken,
one full glass of beer were smash..
my drink were all topple down..
then here comes the HERO..
there is this guy i think is taman jurong "old ah beng"
,who is somebody there take a empty tiger bottle,
smash on the table and ask the CHINA guys to leave..
wah!! so shock leh..
the CHINA guys i think scare..
awhile later they go to the bus-stop..
still non stop quarrelling..
what's most funny is that after 20-30 mins,
police then come..
by the time,those people already left.. -.-"!!
i thought it was quite funny..
dun know why..
maybe becos the way they talk and quarrel..
we are so bad..
after they left we kept laughing..
keep imitating them..hahaxx..
anyway this is to teach a lesson that,don sit near big groups of drinkers..
cos you may not know what will happen..

LOVES!!

i've gave the present to baby..

i bought a self- ahensive photo album..
wash out the photos..
use glitter to write on the words and design..
baby kind of like it..but like nothing to him leh..
maybe guys are like that dunno how to express themselve..its not a simple task to do..
you gotta wait for the glitter to dry on every pagebefore you can do on the next page..
it took around 2 weeks to finsh the album..
i put all my heart and soul into it.. haas..

2008-08-20T02:19:00.000-07:00

HAPPY THINGS TO SHARE!!

1) Dad is recovering quite well..
2) i've got a job!! start work on monday..
3) Going to complete the present for baby..
4) Have a Wonderful celebrarion with baby..
5) Mom cooked CURRY and BIRDNEST!! yUMMy

LOVES!!

=(
Bad things to Grumble..

1) Having Rashes for a few days.. ITCHY!!
should say being bitten by dunno wad bug!! zzzz.. Grrrr!!!
2) My computer SOT SOT!! keep auto shut down.. PISSed!!
3) Baby got scald by boiling water is still not yet recover..

Well i dunno what is wrong with me..
Using computer for typing for sometimes,
my shoulder feel so ache and pain..
went to consult a doctor already but it seems no use..
i'm wondering how on monday..
working at PIL (Pacific International Lines) ..
Facing the computer for the whole day..
DIE!!
well.. i decided to re-take my 'o' levels again..
Because i came to realise that,
even if you have credit in all subjects EXCEPT english and Mathematics,
its a useless certificate..
many courses out there aren't suitable for me..
but nvm.. at least i've woke up and came to realise it..
waiting for next year in-take of private students..
As the same for last year i'll take up night classes..
but this time i intend to retake my english and mathematics only..
but what now most important is money..
i need to learn how to save every month..
enough of rest and fun..
i must drag myself out of my comfort zone..
=)!!

2008-08-17T03:11:00.000-07:00

he's my idol when i was 12 yrs old

Nicky bryne

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY BABY!!

baby.. tgt with you for a year already..

and thats very fast..

i hope that it will be never ending..

feel so love and bless with baby around..

hmm.. was doing baby present just now..

couldn't finish it on time to give him..

Sorry baby.. give me few more days to finsish it ok..

hees.. you will sure to like it..

i was just logging onto youtube..

then suddenly have the feel of listening to westlife songs..

their songs are so nice..

especially the first and coast to coast album..

i think for this 2 album i know all the songs.. haa..

so i went on and on to watch the MTV..

haha.. i'm a big fan of westlife when i was young..

Nicky bryne my favourite member in the band..

i find him so so handsome and cute.. haha..

with long hair will be much more charming..

yaya crazy me.. lols..

when i was in my 11-13 years old,

i rmb i have tons of collection of westlife..

magazines, posters...

end up, my mom didn't ask for my consent she threw it away..

how angry was i..

spent alot of monet on it..

and can you imagine when you are in primary school,

our pocket money is not alot..

and you gotta save up to buy those magzines and poster...

haha.. but come to think of it is rather childish of me..

hmm.. how i wish i am still a kid..

need not worry for this and that..

the older i am the more money i spent..

nvm.. hopefully later my interview goes well..

then i can start work soon.. ;)

2008-08-14T05:30:00.000-07:00

it's 5am in the morning and yet i'm awake..
suppose most of the people are waking up soon..
for work or school..
is not that i don't want to get to sleep..
is just that my legs are so itchy..
got bitten by mosquitoes i suppose..
got 10 bites...
OMG!! i just feel so irritated..
i wanna sleep but i feel so itchy..
just had my shower again..
i think this is the fourth time i'm having my shower today..
Well.. i've SIN..
wahhaaah..
for this few days i have been spending alot of $$$..

What did i Bought for the past few days???
-2 heels
-2 polo t-shirt
(1 for baby and 1 for myself)
-1 t-shirt for baby
-1 cardigian
-1 strip 3/4 sleeve top
-1 top for sis
-2 t-shirt for mom
-spent about $150 in popular

all added tgt think i spent almost $400 ..
thats alot for me to spent in a few days..
Horrible me..
so now i'm broke till i get a job..
i'm glad that i'm going for interview on monday..
at AIA buliding in Alexandra..
interview for Personal Assistant..
today is already friday..
yet i don have a formal skirt to wear for interview..
i saw one a Red 2 but is quite costly..
so i decided not to buy..
kind of regret spenting so much..
then now wanna buy that formal skirt but can't bear to spent..
haisss....
i'm still thinking what to dress for that interview..
Cos AIA is a big company..
Don't dress formaly like will leave a bab impression..
hmmm... leave this aside and decide later..
later gotta wake up at 8am..
accompany baby and his mom to temple..
i'm quite tired already..
BUT my legs are still so itchy..
dunno what the hell man...
got so many people in my house,
so much other time to bite don't bite..
at this timing when i wanna sleep then bite me..
so fed up till i'm sweating already..
think i wanna go for another shower and try to get to sleep le..
Goodnight or should i say good morning..
lols

2008-08-11T22:22:00.000-07:00

have been neglecting my blog for a few days..
cos don have the time to update..
got time also sleep cos not enough sleep..
dad discharge ytd aftertnoon..
feel so relieve that he's discharge..
although he's discharge but also need to be careful..
alot of things cannot do...
must have plenty of rest..
food wise must only take light food..
no smoking and drinking..
cannot do strenous work..
ytd evening went to JP with irene to buy the syuff i need..
in the midst of doing baby's present..
today baby got scald by boiling water on his leg..
quite serious lor..
becos of the pot handle let go..
he's so in pain..
brought him to the doctor..
got a jab and pain killers..
seems like no use..
so i went to pharmarcy to get him the burn spray..
pain was relieve..
so heart pain to see baby being scald..
today one of my customer called me too..
say that next monday go for interview to be PA..
but not comfirm yet..
just go for interview..
hopefully i will get the job..
hees.. well i wanna eat my ice cream le..
blog till here..

2008-08-06T04:04:00.000-07:00

i'm super super exhuasted..

2008-08-04T01:30:00.000-07:00

now is 0125..
was busy for the whole day..
busy doing most of the house chores..
rush doen to hospital..
reach home around 12..
gotta wake up at 4 plus..
cos dad is having his operation at 8.30 in the morning..
"Daddy you gotta be strong"
We will be there for you..

2008-08-03T17:28:00.000-07:00

reach home at about 5am in the morning..
lols..it had been ages since i reach home so late..last night went to a Thai Disco at Golden Mile..
with my baby , bro, his gf irene and haoshen..
Actaully we want to go to Rumours (Fei Wen) at clarke quay..
but change our mind..baby and i met up with hao shen at clarke quay and had burger king..
after that bought drinks and sit along the river to wait for my brother and his gf..
went golden mile around 12am..
got a sit of 5 and order a bottle of Martell V.S.O.P..first time going to that disco..
the band is not so good..there's one auntie i think almost 40 to 40++ ..
i keep observing her.. cos i find it wired..
how come she come alone..so i thought maybe she is a friend of the band..
salki when the band stop for a break that time,the auntie when up to the platform for pole dancing..
**FAINT**
i was at the moking room..
then when i came out,was wondering how come so many pple crowd there..
so i be KPO lor..lols...
didn't expect that auntie there pole dancing..hehe..
it was quite funny..hmm.. didn't really drink enough last night..
but was quite enjoyable..my baby make me laugh so much...
hehe.. took alot of pics..
it's been a long time since i went clubbing..
dad will be admitted to hospital tmr..
everthing is gonna be find...
i really pray that he will get well soon..
i love you dad...
my aunt and uncles came my house at noon..
i was of cos sleeping cos slept aound 6am leh..
but who knows they come and talk so loudly so hardly get any sleep..
the weather is really very very hot...
think wanna on air con and take my nap le.. hehe
**PHOTOS WILL BE AT MY FRIENDSTER**

2008-07-30T15:35:00.000-07:00

Finally i change my blog skin..
i kinda of like this..
simple and sweet..
Suppose to accompany my dad for check up..
But mom say don need go cos just a check up before the operation..
so stay at home laze around..
whole day watching tv and using com..
suppose to work tonight but i'm lazy...
hahaz... didn't tell my supervisor that i can work..
so just let it be..
thursday might be the last day of Riverine..
being taken over by a Japanese guy..
he wants us to stay over..
but don't think i will want becos its a Japanese Bar..
knowing that they are very fussy and expectation is high..
So i intend to rest then find for another job..
i will miss my colleagues..
actually i also dunno what to work as..
i don't like working in office..
slowly find ba..
i'm sure one day i will get one that i will like..
die die die!!!
baby's present i haven even started...
don't have the chance to buy the things i need..
i don wanna let him know what i'm doing for him..
hehez...another 20 more days to 1 year..
i'm so eager to know what he made for me..
time passes so fast...
together with baby for almost one year already..
No regrets.. hehe.. he's so nice to me..
=D !.. So i must get his present done soon!!

2008-07-27T10:40:00.000-07:00

last night such terrible things happen..
i do not wanna mention so much..
i just don understand why some people can't control their emotions,
temper and have more patience..
especially involving with relationship problems..
being together is not about love only..
shouldn't couples have trust understanding and communication with each other??
all the more is married couples..
it does not mean that only one party can do what they want and the other one being lock up..
i find that it is really very unfair..
if there's no trust there what for be together right..
i really feel so unfair for you..
but i can't say anything..
you can't be soft heart all the time..
this will lead to no where..
its so heartached seeing people around you being hurt..
don want to talk about this anymore..
well i'm so fed up..
wanted to change my blog skin but i cant find a suitable one..
if it is suitable, i cant use it..
grrr...!! spend hours making it end up can't use it..
what i really wish now is that dad is going be well and baby don be so stress up..
know what baby.. i will be there for you whenever you need me..
everything is gonna be ok.. i will go through with you..=D !..
smile more.. <3>

2008-07-22T05:23:00.000-07:00

life consisit of ups and downs.. i understand..
things happening in life, regardless of ups or down,
we must learn to face it.. learn from it..
till now i understand and know wad is important in life..
Well.. dad's surgery date is drawing nearer..
my biggest wish now is that he will get well..
other things can slowly solve..
hmm.. i really wanna thank my baby for being with me..
he's there for me whenever i need him..
i love you!!
Riverine is closing soon.. so i'll be jobless..
but i think of getting a day job after dad's surgery..
i miss my frens.. i will meet up with you guys when i have the time..

2008-07-14T04:19:00.000-07:00

recently alot of thing had happen which make me feel so upset..
never in my life such things had happen..
i guess things will not what it use to be anymore..
all happiness and laughter will not be there anymore..
i really feel very very sad.. feel like crying at at times..
i wonder why am i feeling this way..
i should feel HOME when i'm at home..
but i don feel it this way..
i feel like i'm a stranger..
there's no more laughter and joy..
its not only about me but my family..
shouln't it be patience and understanding with each other..
for 19yrs this is the first time..
where is the love?? where's all the communication???
can someone tells me what should i do.......

2008-02-06T06:38:00.000-08:00

rushing here and there to get my new year stuff ytd with bb..
went plaza sing to have our lunch cum dinner..
both of us cant decide what to eat,
so ended up having the food at food court..
thought of getting so clothes from PS but there's nth much..
so we headed to bugis..
it was very crowded..
bb bought a polo t-shirt and i got 2 t-shirts and a shorts..
i love the 2 shirts that i bought..
with such crowd,
we shop until so pek chek..
so both of us decided to go to queensway..
i bought and adidas shoe for bb..
hehez..
i like the design and bb like it too..
after going to queensway,
bb went to meet his frens then i went JP to meet my sis..
get my stuff for CNY..
it was a very last min shopping..
so hectic and many pple..
finally got to eat renuion dinner..
hahax.. 11 dishes my mum cook..
so full..
its a surprise that i nv go bb house today..
but i feel so bored at home..
maybe later than see whether going over anot..
been running here and there today..
kind of tired.. somemore waker up so early..
well update again..
bye~

2008-01-24T11:00:00.000-08:00

its 3am now and i cant get to sleep..
so came to blog!!
met up with ah pui they all after work on wed..
cos ah pui going NS..
OMG!! he's getting even more side way..
go have prata at usual place..

i feel so touch of what baby done..
i'm so happy!! LOVE YOU BABY

this 2 days, i jus cant get to sleep..
last night i was working and obviously i will be tired..
but when i lie on bed, my mind jus simply cant stop thinking of things..
lay on from 4 plus in the morning till almost 7am..
my mind kept thinking of things..
get very fed up then i woke up and play PSP..
alright.. then when i got tired and wanted to sleep this morning at 9 plus 10,
francis called me..
and expected he sure ask how's my result..
i jus feel like whacking him..
i was like jus fell deep asleep and then he called!!
results where got so early release..
and after which, i'm having a hard time to get to sleep again..
and again when i fall asleep again.. less then an hour,
dunno who the text me..
wake me up again..
WTFFFF!!
no good sleep at all..
but its ok.. hehez..
suppose to meet regina for shopping..
but becos of the release of results i cancel the appointment with her..
my results..
~~SUCKS!!~~
no difference from the previous time..
waited for bb to be back..
after which bb and i headed to bugis..
supposingly for dinner and shopping..
yupx.. we had dinner (pastamania) but no shopping..
but its ok.. =) !..
cos yuan hao and zhi hao (SUAN REN KING) came down to find us..
headed to west coast for mac then came back home le..
i feel tired but jus simply cant sleep..
it really makes me feel so irritated..
Grrrr!

2008-01-22T03:51:00.000-08:00

ATTENTION!! I WOULD LIKE TO DELICATE THIS SONG TO JEFFREY TAN!!
Hope that you will click onto my address to see this entry baby..
LOVE YOU!!

2008-01-22T03:18:00.001-08:00

jus bath out.. heex..
having dinner at the same time while i update my blog..
bb went for reservist.. about 9 then will reach home..
waiting for my beloved to be back..
so i stay at home relax one day..
watch dvd, play psp as well as computer..
i like staying at bb place's..
his room is like everyone dream room..hehex
ytd when i was on my way to work,
i saw a girl..
she's kind of pretty..
her feautures and hairstyle are very nice..
however the way she put on her make up its too heavy,
the way she draw the eyeliner makes her eyes so black & fierce..
the foundation she put is so thick..
is like people will draw the attention to her..
but its not becos of her beauty..
is becos of the way she put her make up..
don understand why must girls put such heavy make up,
that spoil her look..
well change subject!!
results is gonna be out on thursday..
actually don really feel anxious..
hmmmx.. maybe becos i alreasy took it once..
and i have my plans of everything..
lets see how when the results are out..

2008-01-20T02:07:00.001-08:00

it has been months since i've update my blog..
kind of lazy that's why..
hahax..
well CNY is coming yet i still haven get anything done yet..
only pack bb's room..
my own room i still have not pack yet..
any CNY clothings haven buy yet..
i'm broke already..
well kind of horrible of me to spend so much money in 2 weeks plus..
i must really save.. and i'm gonna work more days..
well.. i think results will be coming out soon..
and i already have my plans whether the results are good or bad..
not gonna waste anymore time..
but definately i will carrying on studying..
until now, i realise how important are qualifications to the working society..
sonow since i'm still having holiday i will work to save more money..
hmmm i'll end here with my boring entry..
since i'm at home i better get started to pack my room..
tata..

2007-11-19T02:00:00.001-08:00

it has been awhile since i update my blog..
no time to really have a good update..
whole week kind of busy..
becos i went back to the pub to work..
saturday went power house with beebee and his gaming frens..
they are fun.. lols..
suppose to go back home last night but i'm jus simply too lazy..
well.. i'm really getting very pissed of with one person..
i don wanna mention who is it..
but most of you guys know him..
he's really a very FUCK UP guy..
can say that he's the worst guy i ever met in my life..
a guy who borrowed money from you yet he denied it..
saying what that time you say no need return..
HELLO excuse me i say you can take you time to return me..
NOT DON RETURN..
is he really a guy anot.. or rather a sissy..
i've seen his true colours..
i'm glad that i'm no longer with this fucker..
i can tell you that i rather have my money back then having you this kind of fren..
with 200 bucks i can see what type of person you are..
WORTH IT!!
no wonder you wont have a true fren that will stay beside you..
cos you are a fuck up person!!..
guys who are reading my entry i'm very sorry for the vuglarities..
but one thing i wanna tell pple is that don anyhow lend your money out..
its easy to lend it out but difficult to take it back..
think it twice..
its very stupid of me to always help someone..
but yet when i need help no one wanna return or rather unable to return it first..
this teaches me one theory in life..
helping or treating pple nice does not mean that you will get help in return..
and true enough.. i definately believes in this..

2007-11-13T00:36:00.001-08:00

nv been updating my blog for several days..
well baby and i went to marina south for steamboat again..
on sunday evening..
and know what the next following day,
i've got diarroeah.. OMG!!
the pain its killing me..
baby sister gave me the charcoal and i ate baby painkiller..
1pm to 7pm..
then woke up for dinner
after at around 10pm i sleep till 3am
after at 4am i sleep all the way till 4pm
i'm really a pig..
lols.. maybe becos of the medicine tat makes me feel very drowsy..
well now i'm fine le..
know what.. i don feel good seeing baby so moody..
he's in a bad mood..
i didnt want to say much to him..
all i can do is to stay beside him all day long..
ya??
cos at times he jus need his own time..
he has been playing game for almost 15 hrs ytd..
i jus kept quiet cos i know something is wrong..
first time i see baby so moody..
well of cos i will cheer him up de la..
heez..
being with baby is a real blessing..
love you so much beebee..

2007-11-03T22:33:00.001-07:00

papers are almost finally over..
i didnt studied for biology, yet i know how to do..
MIRACLES!!
lols.. anyway..
last night went to marina south to have BBQ steamboat with baby..
went to Zheng Fa..
at first baby and i thought it was nice..
cos got alot of food..
then what a disappointment..
cos Zheng Fa only can take a limited nos. of prawns..
and only gave us one flower crab..
although the prawn is live prawn,
but the fishy smell is very strong which baby and i don like..
so whole container of prawn we put into the soup for sweetness only..
ya.. and our table infront of us sat 3 girls..
"Bio-ing" at my baby..
think i dunno arx !!.. see me young then anyhow see see!! hehex..
baby also realise and he purposely make food for me to eat..
then feed me.. purposely let those girls see.. lols..
then you know what..
when the girls about to go off,
they walk pass our table..
then think they turn back to see whether baby got look at them anot..
baby heard a little of their conversation..
baby told me and i was like
HELLO!! CANT YOU SEE PPLE ALREADY.GOT A GIRLFRIEND..
bitches!!!.really cannot tahan this type of girls..
you wanna bio can la!! but please mind your own image..
purposely infront of pple girlfriend like that stare see look!!
jus cant stand it man..Really bitches!!
no wonder will go MOS go hook on guys cos no guys want..
this one is i overheard their conversation..
ok.. i'm sorry for the blunt and insulting words..
but i jus cant stand it la..
after BBQ went back with baby..
suppose to go back my house but baby having is having runs..
we stop at raffles for toilet then stop at clementi again..
baby been running for toilet for aabout 6 times continuously..
took a cab back to baby house..
ate some medicine he feel better le..
now 1330 at baby house..
baby went out very early this morning for seminar..
so took lunch with his parents..
at times his parents are adorable..
hehex... well i gonna have my shower then will be heading back home..
cook for baby the wait for him to come back..
bye..

2007-11-01T00:39:00.001-07:00

WTFFFFF!!
today i suppose to have my POA paper 2 at 8am..
but i slept till 0815 then i woke up,, i miss my paper..
die die die.. i nv go for the paper cos i'm at bb house..
by the time i reach there already end le..
bb nv wake me up..
he tot i not going for the paper..
well like tat paper 1 also no need to go already..
cos sure fail one...
forget it.. anyway i no heart to study le..
dunno what happen i set alarm yet i don even know the alarm ring..
DOTS....
i'm very tired..
going back to sleep again..
*YAWN*

2007-10-30T23:35:00.001-07:00

i living with full of bliss in my life..
having bb with me is what makes me feel so 'xing fu' ..
was at bb house for the whole day and night..
bb room tv broken down..
OMG!! tats leave me with a boring day..
went home at night around 9 plus..
yupx and bb sister fetch us back..
got some books and went back to bb house..
after tat went to airport to fetch bb sister boyfriend..
we had swensens at terminal 2..
i got a crayfish pasta and bb got a black pepper seafood pasta..
then bb sister and her boyfriend both had earthquake..
thanks bb sister boyfriend for the treats..
went back bb place and we watch "Meet The Robinsons"..
hey its a nice show.. i kind of like it,,
bb like it too..
i'm gonna get back to RIverine to work next wednesday..
its been a long time since i got back there..
thinking of we gotta be on heels for 8 to 9 hrs,
its gonna kill me man!! it very tired la..
but gotta bear with it.. i need to work..
mom is going on a holiday trip with dad on sunday..
she will be meeting my dad in guangzhou..
then to shenzhen and hongkong..
wah... i also wanna go... hahax...
know wad my mom say.. save your own money and go..
lols.. yes i will.. and end of year i'm planning to go on holiday with bb..
i'm gonna fail my examsx... lets not talk about it..
i would like to know.. why a person will keep dreaming of the same person..
strange right..
i keep having this kind of dreams with kep dreamning of the same person..
and the person id of cos my bb la..
then everytime i tell him he sure say dunno true anot..
its really true.. why will like tat arx..???

2007-10-28T01:21:00.001-07:00

finally get the time to update le
well.. i bought 6300 for bb le..
as a surprise..
he's very happy..
hahax..
and he is real lucky..
becos he wants the black/sliver 6300..
then in sintel market no longer will produce this color phone..
he got the last 4th phone..
seeing bb so happy i'm also very happy..
we went for movie last night..
watch The Seeker..
well too much talking and less action..
overall the storyline was ok..
but still kind of waste money..
tmr having english paper 1 and 2 and maths paper..
wah... it will take the whole day..
i really wish exams will be over soon..
wanna get started with work..
then i can get the things i want..
it has been a long time since i get to shop..
end of year, bb and i planning to go on a holiday..
so must save up money.. hehex..
dad is going china today i suppose..
so which means i can stay in bb house le..
hahax.. happy happy !

2007-10-22T22:18:00.001-07:00

i'm jus simply so bored now (in office alone)
zZZZzzzz...
so update blog bahx..
how i wish i'm at home now..
so tired la!!
ytd slept around 1 am
woke up at 6 plus 7..
later i still gotta go to westmall to transfer my mum's registered name to my name..
cos i got 2 lines then both plan finish already..
i wanna get a phone for bb..
he wants to buy a 6300..
but i'm getting it for him..
shhhxx..
cos i tell him need to wait cos need my mom go along with me..
so now i secretly go transfer the lines under my name..
then i'm gonna get by this week..
tmr chem paper liaox..
i'm still not ready for the paper..
jus study abit only..
sianx....

2007-10-21T21:35:00.000-07:00

i think i'm over thinking and too emotional over my last entry..
hey.. thats not the jean lehz!!!
its been a long time since i blog up this kind of things..
well everything is fine..
i love my boy
i'm happy with him
and all i must trust my boy..
yeah.. well knock off le..
happy happy!!!
lunch with mom den...
of cos shopping la!!!
whahah...

2007-10-20T00:57:00.001-07:00

i jus change my blogskin.. i wanted to change it about one month ago however didn't have the time to do so.. well been working for the whole week.. at least i've done something and learn something..

some question to be ask!
1) how will you feel if your bf/gf ex's msg your bf/gf in the night?
2) how will you feel after seeing your gf/bf ex's and your gf/bf photos in the own current handphone ?
3) how will you feel when you saw your gf/bf handphone having assigned ringtone and pic for his/her ex's instead of you?
4) how will you feel when your gf/bf ex's asked your gf/bf whether do they have the chance to be together again?

although some answer are answered, i've asked all this question because i dunno how am i feeling.. i totally trust my guy.. but i jus don feel good.. i don feel really sercure and havnig the assurance from him.. atlthough at times i can see that care and concern from him but does it mean he really love me? i don really feel it.. yes its barely 2 months only but i'm serious with him.. what i want to see is action, not words!! yes i do admit every girls would like to hear sweet words from their boyfriend.. but if you are a girl would you rather hear or see?. perhaps i'm thinking too much? or maybe because of the things i gone thorugh? i'm feeling vexed!! someone pls help!!

2007-10-16T18:30:00.001-07:00

i'm getting very lazy to update.. now in office but yet i've got nothing to do at all.. yawning away and falling asleep.. ytd went off early from work then accompany bb to consult a doctor at jurong polyclinic.. guess wad.. we reach there around 1pm and left at 5 pm.. waited so long.. the service is really inefficient.. the report came out.. the doctor say nth had happen to bb.. but dunno why bb feel pain at his lower back.. well went back to bb place then slept till 11pm then i wake up.. after that at 12 midnight back to sleep again.. lols.. PIG !!

2007-10-14T03:25:00.001-07:00

this few days i'm quite tired,, bb was sick.. quite serious.. took care of him night and day.. well my mom knows tat i've got bf le.. this few days i've not been going home.. my dad didnt say anything.. well bb spinal got problem.. for the past few days he cannot sleep well eat well or walk.. i'm so worry.. 2 days ago bb mama brought him to that kind of "wen shen" place.. where chinese who pray to chinese god will believe in it.. there are 2 master.. one is dressed up like "Ji Gong" the other one jus nornal yellow robe that helps people to do "Tui Na".. know people sprain their leg or arms or anything part of the body not feeling well this master will heal you.. well the "Ji Gong" master say things will not be smooth for bb.. i standing beside was having question mraks over my head.. cos i never been to such place.. maybe i'm a freethinker so i don believe.. but in my heart i say since the master say something unpleasant may happen why not jus treat it as an advice to prevent things to happen.. after going to the "Ji Gong" master bb went to the "Tui Na" master.. this is the worst part.. i saw how bb was in pain.. imagine jus by standing at the side looking at bb, i almost shed my tears.. i really cant imagine how bb took the pain.. bb "tui" for almost one hour.. the master say its ligament worn off.. and bb spinal is not straight.. then the bone is on the major vein thats why bb will be so pain.. den no liqour or beer.. no cold drinks.. no food that have bean in it.. but after "tui" by the master bb felt alot better.. will accompany bb to see the western doctor tmr.. i ever had one experience like tat before.. ya the pain is unbearable.. you jus simply want to stop the pain that it.. when the time i suffer from my spinal problem, i always say "i want to take out my spinal and leave it aside until it no longer hurt the put it back".. stupid right..

2007-10-04T01:13:00.000-07:00

a tired night.. well went to zouk with peishan, jac, madeline, vanessa and few of other frens.. girls night.. hmm.. so coincident i saw jie ying and arron.. den after tat i saw baby sister.. den going home that time i saw my upline shawn.. the wrold is so small.. didnt really enjoy.. come to think of tat maybe i club until sianz le.. phuture was so crowded.. so me jac and shanz went out to eat.. i went off at 2 plus cos somehting happen..
sometimes i feel so bad.. not showing him enough care and concern.. is like he's sick yet i cant do anything.. he's so sweet of doing some things yet i've made him piss off with me.. we talk alot last night.. i get to know him better.. in every realtionship is it always one who have to give in more then the other party.. i guess so.. my mom had chatted with me saying this before and she say is not easy to maintain a relationship.. true.. i agree with her.. you know, whether will i last with him anot, not even once it strike my mind.. becos.. you wont know wad things will happen in the future so definately i'll treasure the time when i'm with him..

2007-09-29T09:20:00.001-07:00

nth much happen this few days.. stay at dear house for 2 days... lols.. cannot don go home liaox.. otherwise my father will be jumping at me.. well i woke up at about 4 pm as i slept around 5 am.. guai guai go home let my father see me.. suppose to accompany dear to his grandfather place but i couldn't.. feel bad.. at around 10 i went out of house to dear grandfather place.. guess wad i waited downstairs for about 30 mins becos i couldn't get through dear HP.. -.-"! .. like a stupid dumb dumb.. haha.. start of next week gotta start work le.. been very very slacky for the past one month.. well i don have the mood to continue my studies.. wad people say is right.. take as a private candidate must be very very discipline.. which i only have it for 2 months.. well i will jus finish this whole o level thingy and will plan wad i will do later..kind of regret re taking o levels.. waste my time and money.. maybe this is part of my life bahx,, didnt make a good decision from the start.. so guys who are taking their exams soon.. work hard.. don be like me.. half heartedly.. will regret de.. make sure make the right decision..

2007-09-27T07:55:00.001-07:00

i was late today.. slept till 12.45 then i woke up.. i quick shower, blow my hair and make up rush out of house.. a lucky day.. bus timing was jus right.. and guess wad.. i was the first one who reach.. OMG!!! all late comers.. hahax.. went to marina square with bernice, adeline, daryl, tecky and zong yang to have suki yaki.. nice steamboat cum BBQ.. we chatted alot.. and waste food also.. hahax.. ya i ate so many prawns.. hahax.. the soup is nice.. ate till about 5 pm we went shopping.. mth much to buy.. but end up i bought a sweet dispenser.. i filled it up will the sweet frozz.. den as a gift to dear.. but... haix... around 6 plus i went off to dear house.. he is sick.. hmmm.. yet he went out.. -.-" !.. i don feel good after i saw those pictures.. but i doubt so he knows about tat.. i don wanna make a fuss about tat.. but i really don feel good.. haix....

2007-09-24T10:55:00.001-07:00

it had been days since i go home.. went home in the evening.. thank god my mom is at home.. at least she get to see me.. had dinner with my brother near dear house.. ate KFC with him.. hahax.. chatted alot.. my poor brother.. wad i can do is to listen to his problems.. went to dear house after my dinner.. his mom so good to me.. everytime cook lunch and dinner for us.. then the moment i step into the house his mom ask if i had my dinner.. wanna eat anot.. hahax.. i'm goona be a fat pig soon!! my daddy is coming back tmr.. i miss him.. lols.. he is away for about a month..tmr will be going to airport to fetch my dad up.. wanted to have a movie with dear tmr however the timing is not right cos dad's flight is in the night.. well gonna start my work again.. i've spent all my money already.. hahax.. i'm looking forward to thurday.. meeting up my buddies.. see you guys..

2007-09-20T02:22:00.000-07:00

not feeling well from last night till now.. but thanks zhuzhu was with me last night.. tuck me into bed before he go to bed.. so sweet of him.. is this the feeling of falling in love..? i feel happy being with him.. enjoy the time being together with him.. its been a long time since i had this feeling.. is like you will sacrify anything for him and without any complain.. though zhuzhu and my age gap is quite far apart, it does not matter at all.. right.. is it fate that brought us together? hmmm.. many coincidential things happen in us..
back to my brother and sister.. well last night i chatted with homo and daryl.. hahax.. still the same as before we always "suan" each other non stop.. this few good frens of mine really is like "kai xin guo" .. ya forever we have tons of jokes to crack.. you know.. a person can have many frens but non of them are true.. i believe this few jokers will always exsit my life.. as in they will always be my good fren.. although they are not wealthy, they don do things that will do harm to others.. and we are always that happy.. =) ! ..

2007-09-09T11:50:00.000-07:00

gettiing more and more lazy to update liaox.. lols.. well this few days didnt really do anyhing.. got alot of rest.. next week onwards gotta start working already.. back to my dad's company to help up.. i quit my job at the pub.. what most annoying is that i went down to take my pay with jeff.. and waited 3 hrs.. wtf.. from 8 wait till 11 then i got my pay.. if i'm alone i don mind waiting.. but i feel bad making jeff waiting for me for 3 hrs.. really kind of pissed of with my manager.. yupx and expected my supervisor ask me to resume my work after my exams.. i was like okay... i'll see how.. but in my heart i was telling myself NO!! getting sick and tired of working in that pub.. is not becos of the work there or the people there that make me sick.. is the poor and terrible management.. exams are around the corner yet i'm so slack.. really don have the heart to study.. but no matter wad i will complete the whole course and do my best.. i miss my brother and sister.. i wonder how are they doing.. i gotta catch up with them somedays.. it had been 1 month since i see them.. maybe i myself selfish la.. hahax.. gave most of my time to my boy.. although i have my boy but i will never forget i still have my beloved brothers and sister.. heez..

2007-08-25T01:16:00.000-07:00

wah.. sick again!! flu, cough and a little fever.. sianz.. den miss my appointments.. well got time den update again..

2007-08-19T01:45:00.000-07:00

i finally update my blog.. hmmmx.. few days ago i jus came back from genting.. 5 days 4 nights.. wah.. really damn fun.. i nv regret going.. although we don have the time to play but this is the best time i ever had in genting.. no regrets joining SSE.. hmmmx.. pics will update the next time.. heez..
i miss my brother and sisters.. see you guys soon!!

2007-07-21T12:02:00.000-07:00

its not a good week for me.. firstly i'm burnt.. my face was really burnt.. ok not only this.. on thursday i was suppose to go for my BTT and know wad i forget to bring my identification as m IC lost so who will go and think of bringing their passport out.. ya and i cant take the test.. gotta do my evaluation and book my test date again.. i don mind but the thing is that gotta wait for 2 weeks again.. not my day on thursday.. went back home from BBDC.. took a nap and then went for work.. guess wad.. time passes so slow.. and i've got fever.. worst thing is that there is not enough pple to work.. i was really unwell.. but luckily my lovely colleagues went down as it was the pub 11 annivesary.. ya.. they cover my work for me.. its really so sweet of then.. went back home to sleep.. wanted to wake up in the afternoon drag myself down to BBDC for my evaluation but i'm having high fever.. so i gotta miss it again.. waste of money..well.. till now still now still not fully recover.. still feeling weak.. really not my week!!!

2007-07-14T13:09:00.000-07:00

hey guys.. now i'm at darly house.. yupx.. celebrating tecky's birthday.. yahx.. i was damn tired tody.. work ytd.. whooo!!.. in the bar lehx.. it's been a long time since i work in the bar.. wasn't busy last night.. yeah and joe (one of my customer who treated him as a fren) came back.. went to ARENA at clarke quay last night.. the place was cool man.. the live band is great.. today suppose to go.. but it was tecky birthday celebration, therefore i didn't went there tonight.. hmmm.. reach home at 6 plus.. slept at about 7 plus and woke up at 3.. didn't wanna wake up but i just dragged myself up.. well bath and pack my shirts and everything.. going sentosa tmr with them and francis and gang.. hmm.. met them at 6 plus at IMM and then shop around for tecky's present.. got a foot
ball for him.. then bought thing from giant and then headed to darly's house to get reay the surprises for tecky.. hmm.. now its already 4am all of them still haven sleep.. ya and we gotta meet up with francis they all at 9am.. lols.. i wonder how late we gonna be.. hahax.. well i update again soon.. cheers!! =)

maybe is not the right time now however i feel that i have the phobia in me.. things will be better.. i believe!!

2007-07-10T01:06:00.000-07:00

it has been a few months that i did not update.. kind of busy with many things.. don feel good.. emontionally.. i dunno why.. but let past be past.. i don wanna ponder over it anymore.. it has been a heatic life for me this year. but i prefer it this way.. hmmmx.. going chill out with my frens later..i really wanna thank them so much.. darly tecky and zong yang.. they really cheer me up when i'm really down at that time.. i love you guys man.. no matter what happen you guys are always with me..
exams are approaching.. in 4 months time i'll take my o level again.. started with my revision already however i've not been going for my lesson quite often.. hahax.. well i'll blog again if i can.. tata!!.. =)

i'll make sure i will forget about you..

2007-05-27T07:19:00.000-07:00

this week quite relax.. dad went to thailand.. so in the morning don have to work.. so fast another week past.. tmr gotta go school.. ya.. went to k box with shawn and wee teck on thursday.. play until morning den go home and i enjoyed myself last night.. went to phuture with my frens.. FUN!!! i like that place.. the music is good.. saw bernice, julutte, jie ying at zouk toilet.. lols.. yes.. zongyang is right.. need to study liaox.. hahax.. keep on playing.. but is like 2 weeks i nv go clubbing le.. hmmmx... got time then i update again.. =)

2007-05-21T20:58:00.000-07:00

((being smash by us))

((CCY))

((CCY birthday cake))

my mood is still the same for the past few days..celebrate CCY birthday on sat at hairul house.. we bought cake a shirt for him.. ya i went to chill out on sunday.. get to know new frens.. went out with my brothers and SISTER to jec and down to orchard at night to find my frens.. KTV party world till 430 and kopitiam till 6 am.. i enjoyed.. ytd went for lesson till 830 only.. reach home early at 11.. slp and wake up for work.. i so long nv go cluubing liaox.. hmmm.. this is not me lehx.. lols..

feeling lost nowadays.. really dunno lost.. i dunno wad i want..

2007-05-19T11:52:00.000-07:00

back with my updates.. cant really recall wad had happen for the past few days.. on friday as usual i went to work.. i'm surprise that i raise my voice on my colleague.. i was a little pissed off.. i'm very sorry about that.. for years i had not raise my voice at somone.. my temper is very good all this while.. i dunno why ytd will like tat.. i don feel good.. i'm very tired of everything.. hope to have a break but i cant.. i'm stress up.. cannot really sleep well for a few nights.. is like sometimes i would like to have someone who can be by my side.. care for me.. love me.. dote on me.. will be by my side whenever i need him.. BUT this are jus for a moment.. don wish to have any relationship right now.. TIRED!!

sometimes i wonder which guy can tolerate my lifestyle.. they always say they can accept but actually they cant.. i will never trust a guy words easily anymore..

2007-05-14T19:49:00.000-07:00

I’m back to update.. =) !.. went to many places this few days.. last wed k box, Thursday work!! Friday work!! Saturday went out with Jason, Jackson, Edwin, Teck Heng (not my good friend) , Jessica and two of Jackson’s friend.. and know what.. watch SpiderMan 3 again.. -.-“ ! .. well after that went to Balcony at orchard to have a drink.. reach home 7 am.. hehe.. die flat on my bed.. i was so tired.. woke up at 5pm by a msg.. -.-“! But guess who msg me.. L!! Hahax.. went out with him to Chinatown to get his stuff and we had dinner.. wandered around from Chinatown to clark quay and end up we decide to go cineleisure.. went to k box with him.. heez.. went home about 2-3 am like tat.. I enjoy the time I was with him.. the happiest things that I know is tat he’s staying here for another 2 yrs.. =D ! .. on monday.. i went to BBDC with jacqueline and peishan to register for our driving license.. heez.. hopefully can clear it once.. don wish to retake any.. heez..

Confuse!?! .. I dunno what am I thinking.. someone pls help me!!

2007-05-07T21:24:00.000-07:00

Busy busy busy!! I’ve got so many things to do this week.. ya and I’m gonna get my license soon.. keep dragging on.. till dunno when then will go take the basic.. well when out for the last few nights.. as usual Friday I will work at night and surprisingly.. I nv go clubbing.. met up with zhi le for supper den have a nice chat and went home le.. Saturday went out with my frens.. pool then KTV.. they are so funny wor.. I enjoy going out with them.. left at 10 to meet jac and shanx.. we went to MOS.. kind of boring.. so mani pple.. not fun at all.. went off at 230 to Liang Court mac.. sat down for our supper and chat till 5 like tat den took a cab home.. wanted to stay at home on Sunday but I’m too bored at home.. so called my sister and brother out to JEC lohx.. very early go home liaox.. cos next day tot going to work.. end up also nv go.. no one wake me up.. I jus cant adpat myself back to normal life.. like last night I slept at 1130pm and woke up at 230am.. and I cant get back to sleep anymore till about 6am.. and know wad I gotta wake up at 645.. jus the 45 mins of slp.. I’m very tired of this kind of life.. hais… I rather go back to school..
I underestimate myself..
I thought I can do it.. but actually I cant.. is like all along I’m deceiving myself..

2007-05-02T21:21:00.000-07:00

THURSDAY

yeah!! i finally change my blog skin le.. spent such a long time to find a skin.. tired!!! today in office do nth at all !!!.. sianz.. later gotta work in pub.. sick and tired already le..

WEDNESDAY

suppose to work today but then overslept so nv go.. wake up le then go bank.. went JP to shop awhile.. at 4 plu 5 meet jun kwang then went to HKE.. while waiting for homo and chin yang.. eat my dinner lohz.. went for lesson at 7.. the teacher sux man.. i dunno wad is he teaching.. wah.. nv have such a teacher before.. if it was not my hp spoil i surely will take to pic of the teacher.. then after break the lesson i nv listen.. keep playing with homo.. lols..wu gui wu gui tiao.. haha.. and play 5 10 15 20.. he LOST to me.. hahax.. draw his whole hand.. this is our foreit.. lols.. got chance i'll the picx up.. well after lesson went to JEC with chinyang homo and darly for billard and pool.. went home at about 1 am.. slept eary..

TUESDAY

woke up at 5 or 6 in the evening.. meet homo at je station at 7.45 but he reach at 8+.. ya then went down to bugis to meet tecky.. wanted to watch Spider Man 3 at bugis but it was all full.. no choice.. den we go lavander find darly then go down to The Cathay to watch Spider Man 3.. after tat went home le..

MONDAY

in morning i went to work with my dad.. then suppose to go back to hyss to visit Mrs kelly tan de.. end up we didnt get back to school becos she went off already.. so met jun kwang at 6 plus and we went for our english lesson.. halfway through break we went off to play billard.. hahax.. metlionel and we went to JEC.. play le i went down to my workplace to collect my pay.. after tat went to safra to find jac and shanz they all to celebrate kai fong birthday.. about 2 went back to my workplace with jac to find my colleagues.. went to Naughty Girls at orchard towers.. play until about 5 plus then go home..

still the same me missing you without you knowing it.. when i see you i dunno wad can i say.. all i do is to look at you at a corner quietly..

2007-04-29T21:48:00.000-07:00

wah lao.. i sibei sianzx.. i xin xin ku ku go change my blog skin den dunno wad happen cannot open.. do so long sia.. qi si wo le..and i'm damn tired.. saturday go kwang brother company..den went to meet daryl they all at je for dinner and billard went darly house ton till sunday and know wad we play monopoly.. sleep until about 2 den wake up.. we call KFC delivery..eat le went to see my phone saw my supervisor call..sianz.. i dunno tat i'm working on sunday.. no chioce lohz..take cab home then quickly bath and rush doen to work.. really fu*k lohx..sianz like hell at there.. nth much to do..well quickly go home after work to sleep..morning 720 den wake up.. went breakfast with my den come to office..today i will have a long day.. later gotta go bank den meet homo at 4..go back hyss.. the at night got class.. after class going riverine (my workplace)..*faint*.. and now i'm like very tired liaox.. pengzzz........
everyday is a brand new day for mebut i still unable to forget about you its killing me in my heart wad should i do?

2007-04-25T21:33:00.000-07:00

Ytd I nv go for lesson.. instead I went out with my mother to JP.. hehex.. bought a pair of heels and a top.. then went to do pedicure.. the color don seem nice on my toes.. whoa!! My mom jus sign another package of pedicure and manicure.. about 100++.. hahax.. I dunno.. she sign den I jus use it.. it seems like I’m the one who always use it.. hahax.. den she bought something to cure the fungus on the toes.. a small bottle cos about $60.. -.-“ !.. so expensive.. after our pedicure session my brother came to fetch us home.. heez.. he’s not so kind jus tat he need to buy his contact lenes tats why will come and fetch us.. lolls.. so bad of me saying him.. well..
Woke up early this morning, it was raining so heavily.. as usual went to work with my dad and brother.. reach office le got quite a lot of things to do.. den now (12:25) free to update my blog.. hehez.. wad is the most boring thing is tat later at 5 I still gotta go work.. SIANZ arx.. ya.. I’m gonna quit soon.. about july.. mus study le.. cannot keep working.. otherwise no point retaking my exams again.. but I’m gonna miss my colleagues and my fun loving customers.. gotta be thrifty for this few mths as from july onwards I wont be working so wont have income coming in.. life is jus so bore for me.. everyday is the same.. onli Saturday night.. lols
i dunno how am I feeling now.. confuse? I tot I’m able to get over it.. however things is not like what I’m thinking.. it has been weeks le.. I don feel good in my heart.. haiz.. jus find tat I’ really very silly.. I still miss him.. I dunno wad I should do..

2007-04-24T21:39:00.000-07:00

Well I’m back again.. tired is all I cal say.. work on Sunday and my tips is a lot man.. one person got about $50.. cos the santa claus is back.. yeah.. though this customer is kind of irritating at times but the tips he give is really like throwing money in the sea.. heez.. hmmm.. although knock off at 12 but reach home at 2.. tired man.. the next day suppose to go for work but jus simply can get up.. slp until 4pm the wake up.. heez.. meet kwang at 630 at hke then go for lesson lohx.. after lesson went to meet ah pui and homo.. ya.. have mac.. hahax.. eat until so full sia.. but you will nv believe we had 20 nuggets with ah pui around yet we can finish.. lols.. about 12 like tat went home.. den use phone till about 5 like tat then slp.. hahax.. suppose to go work the next day but then totally cant wake up.. den sleep till about 3 plus.. meet kwang for billard at 5.. as usual jec.. meet ellen at 630 go for lesson lohx.. but on the way we are hungry.. hahax.. went for dinner at abot 650.. we are so late.. hehex.. lesson start at 7 we go in about 740?? Wahx.. my lesson was chemistry.. and is damn boring sia.. wanna slp le lehx.. the teacher keep talking story de.. sianx… lesson end at 950.. went home straight after tat.. on the way home we saw li hui.. change a lot.. prettier le.. heez.. now in office do nth.. heez.. getting my pay soon le.. yeah.. waiting for this day so long le.. well later still got maths lesson wor.. after lesson going k box.. hehe..

2007-04-22T01:42:00.000-07:00

((saturday))
woke up at 3 bath and meet zhi le for dinner.. ate swensens.. whoa.. delicious man.. about 8 plus i went home.. have a short nap den go down riverine to wait for my colleague to knock off.. went double O again but it close at 3 last night.. saw him again wor.. but didnt get to talk to him much.. well have 2 jugs of volka then went to insomia.. but i'm underage.. although we know the pple the pple there, i and joanna were unable to go in boecos the boss is around.. then went to boat quay to drink.. went to 2 pubs.. My Room and Jewel Bar.. kind of sianx lehx.. got so mani malay and indian.. hahax.. den about 5 to 6 went off le.. went to shu ai's bf to slp again.. slpet till 3 then wake up.. hmmm.. gotta log off le.. need to get ready for work liaox.. sianz..

2007-04-22T01:41:00.000-07:00

((friday))

got alot to say wor.. but time is limtied.. ya.. friday get to work again.. not very busy but then tired.. after work went to wine bar with my tao gei(boss) and fellow colleagues.. as usual we will drink volka.. didnt stay there for long.. after tat went to liang court to hav breakfast at mac.. well shu ai's boyfriend treated us.. after eating was about 5 am.. ya.. went back with kris.. but i was smoking at tat time so sat at the bus stop for a while.. know wad.. i good looking ang mo approach us for direction.. he say he lost his fren.. ya and i was doubting in my mind.. after tat there's an AQUA approach him saying tat she or should i say he can bring him to a hotel to stay for a night.. i was like laughing in my heart.. so being a nice person we chatted with him for awhile.. finally the AQUA left so we also go liaox.. then the ang mo ask my phone no. .. hahax.. i gave it to him.. but i will NEVER o out with him although he is damn handsome.. lols.. reach home about 7 plus le.. bath and sleep..

2007-04-18T19:57:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. now in office working.. well work so sianx.. so i come and update my blog.. kinda tired..*yawn*.. later still gotta work at pub.. don feel good.. maybe becos of him tats why.. don talk about it le..
tuesday wake up early in the morning to work in the office.. den once the clock strikes at one i went home to have my nap.. woke up at 4.. its time to get ready to go for lesson went to science de night class.. before tat met kwang for billard and met darly for my ez link card.. wtf man.. i took all the same subject as kwang but non of them we both are in the same class.. sianz lehx..i alone.. but on tues i hack care went to their class.. is like no diff from last time in 5n2 sia.. we bought potato chips in to eat.. hahax.. horrible man.. and we are the only one who do so..went home after tat..
ytd suppose to go to office to work.. but i jus cant wake up sia.. 3 alarm clock also no use..den my father nv wake me up.. and bu the time i wake up is about 10 plus liao.. heez.. whoever employ me surely very jia lat lehx.. hahax.. i continuse sleeping until about 4 den wake up.. go for lesson after tat.. went hke meet kwang.. lesson start at 7 but we 7.30 den go in.. then in class my teacher is a old man who is damn nagging and long winded.. keep saying the same thing.. i really wanna slp le.. somemore i different class frm the rest of them.. after our lesson actually wanna go home liao den ah pui call me.. me and zy went to meet him lohx.. sit down chit chat.. at 1130 like tat went to eat roti prata.. becos of the roti prata den i miss the last bus.. hahax.. no choice lohx.. i walk home.. in the midist of walking home, my nature call.. hahax.. went up to pui house toilet den both of them pei me walk home.. reach home liaox.. went to bed le.. woke up at 7 in the morning.. no difference from going to sch.. tired!! later gotta work somemore.. long day for me man..

2007-04-16T21:02:00.000-07:00

hey hey.. it had been a very long time since i update my blog.. finally got the time to do it liaox..well life its really very busy and not tat smooth for me.. holding 2 jobs and gotta study..tired sia.. all my frens are in school le..onli left me and a few..
jus broke off with him few days ago..is like i feel happier..i didnt regret my decision..its better for us to be frens.. i really must thank fractured one, tecky, daryl n adeline..they were with me when i'm really down..fractured one thanks for your sweets..darly thanks for cheering me uptecky thanks for you words and advise..you all ROCKS man..
on friday night went to insomia den on saturday night went to double O to chill it out..whoa!! i love tat place man..and i saw HIM.. it had beem such a long time i saw him liaox..went there quite late so stay till 4amthen go my colleague bf house to sleepand straight away go work at riverine liaox.. is like jus 1 min walk form his apartment.. is like 2 days never stay at home liaox.. den today on the way to my dad niam niam niam..hahax.. but den i gie lots of excuses.. hehe..
well last night got english night class..meet up with jun kwang den go tgt.. but then we in different class..sibei sianx wor.. no pple pei me..then the lesson is so boring till i wanna slp le..but i still ren until it end.. first time i pay attention for about 3 hrs.. haha.. if its in school comfirm doze off liaox le..went home then slp liaox..
today work up at 7 den come to work at my dad's office..whole day do nth in the office sia..then at night still got science class..sianx.. but no choice.. well.. i stop here bahx.. gotta do my work liaoxx..

2006-05-10T08:02:00.000-07:00

wad a horrible day for me.. i'm gonna flung all my subjects.. die liao la.. dunno how can i pass my o level.. well i sprain my hand while playing volleyball with daryl at jurong spring.. went to see doctor with my husband cum wife (eLLeN).. and u know the feeling is really OUCH!!! its damn hurting.. shouted so loudly.. heez.. tml last paper lo.. ao happy.. well cannot type so much le.. pain liaoz.. byee..

2006-04-27T21:55:00.000-07:00

Wah.. its such a long time since I update my blog.. well.. I wont updating my blog often till my com is repair.. exams coming liao.. just 6 days from today.. I still haven study yet.. is like stare at the book onli.. hahaz.. hmmm.. well I will be expecting to fail my mid yr badly.. well think I shall end here.. =)

2006-04-05T02:12:00.000-07:00

woke up late today.. quicky bath den rush out of house le.. couldnt catch bus 154 today.. so i walk out to take 98 to school.. lucky i am not late.. meet ellen in school instead of her house downstairs.. wasnt feeling well.. i am so tired and my throat is pain.. so we went to toilet to wash my face.. guess wad we see in the toilet.. pads lying on the ground and in the sink.. i mean why there are such girls?? so disgusting.. the feeling is like *yuckss*.. who is so inconsiderate.. do not have personal hygience.. eeEee.. don wanna think about it le.. ya.. as usual after assembly den go back to class for reading.. but i read awhile onli.. then sleep for about one period.. cos is CME.. and i am very SURPISE tat my class is so quiet.. first time lehz.. dunno is i sleep too soundly le nv listen to their noise or wad.. lols.. hmmm.. its chemistry time.. teacher nv come.. whahah.. so happy.. cos today got pratical test and i nv study.. hehez.. i am going to fail my maths exam if i don start studying now.. i dunno so mani things.. this yr realli so tough.. think i need tuition le.. although i dislike having tuition, i have no choice.. just struggle for a few more months and i will be free le.. heez.. after school suppose to have bio extra class however teacher nv come so i went home.. time passes so fast..another 3 weeks mid yr liao.. i still haven even touch a book yet.. how am i going to clear my 'o' level with good result.. and i am giving such attitude towards studies.. i have no motivation.. hais.. i am wondering why must we study??

2006-04-04T01:42:00.000-07:00

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today time passes very fast.. hmmm.. i really need to concentrate on my studies le.. i am slacking almost everday.. well.. today chinese got letter writing test.. i dunno how to write so many words.. lucky can use dictionary.. otherwise onli minus the wrong word can minus till 0 le.. heez.. after chinese is recess le.. got 1 hr recess lehz.. chinese test we finish early ma.. den we sneak out of the class.. faster walk down of the canteen.. otherwise you gotta line up like for almost 5 to 10 mintues to get the malay food.. i mean i don wanna critisize other stall but the food is really so awful.. onli the malay stall.. eat le den go up to class lohx.. talk talk with lenz.. den listen songs.. geography and history teacher alos nv come.. den class free 2 period.. dunno why when having free period i will not be tired.. den when lesson time will get so tired de.. heez.. english also nv listen much.. talk to ellen.. lols.. i so talkative horx.. hmmm.. i find maths is so difficult for me.. dunno wad is the teacher is teaching about.. think must really study on my own or ask frens teach me le.. hmm.. after school went to buy bubble tea.. then take 187 go home.. saw junkwang and his stead, samantha.. so loving.. heez.. reach home le den bath.. hmm.. my mum ask me check my father CPF thing then go and check.. so sickening.. keep diconnecting.. thursday got NAFA test lehz.. so sianz.. don feel like going.. sigh`..

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ytd got chinese oral.. well so ellen, joen, li hui and i wanted to go mama shop to have a bite.. however.. mr lau don allow us to go out of sch.. know why.. becos of house practice.. stupid right. then of cos got alot pple wanna go home ma.. where got bother to stay in sch de.. so saw some students climb over the fence.. den i saw a grp of guys running out of sch when a bus is going out of the sch, they follow the bus at the other side where mr lau couldnt see and sneak out.. like tat also can.. hahax.. den at 230 got oral so went to the hall to report.. i so 'suay' kana the last person.. waited for an hr plus.. hmm.. lucky no more picture description le.. otherwise gotta wait longer.. hmm.. not onli this, i still gotta be time keeper.. weather somemore so hot.. sweat so much.. lucky got bring hp with me den can listen to songs.. i don think i had done well for my oral.. hmm.. nvm.. i will do better for 'o' level.. =) !..

2006-04-01T09:34:00.000-08:00

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today wake up at 12 plus eat le then went to make honeydew sago.. heez.. first time make.. after tat use com lohz.. so sianz.. then at about 3 jac call me ask me wanna go out ma.. den i agree.. meet peishan and jac 4 at jp.. den went to cineleisure.. actually wanna catch a movie de but then the time all don meet so end up nv watch.. went to eat pastamania stay there for about one hr plus.. guess wad we do next.. of cos SHOPPING.. went to far east.. so long nv really go into shopping le.. i bought 2 tops.. wah.. so ex.. one for 30 and one for 20.. onli 2 tops cost me 50.. my one week allowance like tat spent le.. hmmmx.. actually i wanted to buy slippers de but nth really suits me.. jac bought 3 tops and shanz bought one bahz.. i forget le.. hmmmz.. i so envy them.. 'shen cai' so good.. wear wad also nice and pretty.. unlike me.. buy tops is really difficult for me.. at about 10 we leave far east.. leg so tired lehz.. so long nv shop le.. then far east is quite far from the mrt.. some more i wear heels.. my toe is so painful.. finally at mrt got place to sit le.. heez.. then the 3 of us keep chatting until lakeside..
i suppose to be happy today.. however something unpleasent things had happen went i reach home.. i misunderstood things he had said.. misuderstood his kindness.. i talk back to him.. i feel so sad and regreted.. i feel tat he is not happy being with me.. really feel so sad.. i keep quiet when i called him.. i feel so helpless now.. i dunno wad can i do.. i really created a big trouble for myself.. i am not understanding enough.. i started doubting whether i am good enough for him.. everything is my fault.. sobx.. sobx..

2006-03-31T21:44:00.000-08:00

((tHuRsdAy))- 310306
wah.. finally i get to update my blog... hmmm.. it seems like 1 or 2 weeks nv update le.. heez.. well today as usual go school lohz.. somemore today lesson all so sianz de.. wanna slp but then cannot.. teacher so noisy.. hmm.. seems like everyday slack onli.. nv hold books at all de.. books are so boring.. den at 7pm gotta go back to sch for principal talk.. so boring man.. if i know i wont go.. so sianz.. then after tat when to market with my mama.. bought alot things.. carry until my hand wanna broke le.. heez..then went home watch da chang jin lohz.. after tat call dear talk awhile..
hmmm.. after dear left school le like time spent together like very less lohz.. the timing really don meet at all.. he gotta work i gotta go school.. i onli get to see him once a week and tat is sunday and becos we need to go church tat is why.. then he also gonna sch reopen le.. then tat's gonna be worst.. he will be spending all his time in sch.. totally no time to get together.. kinda of missing him so much.. is it every week also must like tat.. i understand tat both of us are busy over our own things.. i cannot be unreasonable.. but we just don have our own time to get together.. i hope tat things will just work out naturally.. i don wanna give any stress to him but yet i wan his accompany.. am i selfish?? i dunno...

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2006-03-18T22:21:00.000-08:00

today wake up at 8 o'clock.. have a TERRIBLE headach.. last night like nv sleep at all.. although i close and eye and my body is resting but my mind like not resting.. is like sort or thinking of alot of things.. or rather dreaming? to me it does not seems like dreamning.. then whenn i can get to sleep i need to wake up le.. hmmm.. have no choice but to drag myself off my bed.. bath and get ready myself le.. take a cab down to dear house.. in the cab i really wan to vomit and faint liaox.. so smelly.. think is the food tat the taxi uncle brought into the cab.. somemore the taxi so bumpy.. come down of the cab the feeling is so great.. got FRESH AIR!.. but i am still having headach.. even WORSE.. hmmm.. reach dear house le take breakfast then go to church.. in church again SO STUFFY!.. feeling even worst then before.. but i need to 'ren' until the service is over.. the whole service also nv listen to wad the pastor is saying.. jus feeling very TERRIBLE.. hopeing to have a bed for me to lie and sleep.. finally the service end.. lucky dear house is near to the church.. somemore his mama got drive... reach dear house le i cant wait to sleep..slept for about half hour.. then wake up eat luch le.. today dear got match at about 2pm.. then i left the house with him.. took a cab home.. reach home le try to log into internet but then cannot.. use wireless connection is like tat de.. i WANT a computer.. but then i cannot afford to buy.. till now i still have headach.. think is not enough sleep tat is why i have a terrible headach.. i'm gonna catch some sleep now !.. cannot TAHAN le..

2006-03-17T21:44:00.000-08:00

((Thursday)) –160306-
hmmmx.. went out with dear.. actually we decide to go PS to watcn movie de.. then the timing like don meet.. somemore so far.. the end up we go JP watch movie.. watch Big Momma House 2.. quite ok la the show.. is quite funny.. before we watch movie went to kopitiam eat dinner.. the walk walk lohz.. walk until the time up le then go watch movie.. wanted to buy shirrt de but then so expensive den never buy.. hmmmz.. reach home about 930 quite early cos dear take taxi sent me home.. hahaz.. so waste money horx.. hmmm.. reach home le go n make the BBQ stuff.. hmmm.. then watch tv till about 1 plus den sleep..
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((Friday)) –170306-
wake up at 12 o’clock.. hmmm.. den eat breakfast cum lunch le prepare the BBQ things.. then wait for peishan to come at 4 plus and we took a cab to west coast park to meet ellen darly and jasmine .. reach liao then we walk to find our BBQ pit.. its really very far.. about 10 mins walk from the mac.. some more like no pple de.. so ulu.. reach there liaoz then Irene call.. gotta bring her to the BBQ pit.. we have no choice.. so me and ellen walk to mac and walk back again lohz.. next time don wanna book there liaoz.. so far.. the BBQ quite fun.. we almost finish everything at the BBQ.. the food is nice.. at about 7 shihuan and her boyfriend come.. then awhile more huifang and Joanne come also.. eat le then play volleyball awhile.. at about 9 me peishan and ellen go home first cos wanna watch da chang jin.. we took a cab home.. guess how long we waited for the taxi.. half hr! so long lehz.. leg so tired.. there no cab de.. keep walking and walking.. reach home le.. bath liaoz den watch da chang jin lohz.. then at about 12 plus I sleep le..

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2006-03-15T22:12:00.000-08:00

wake up at one o'clock ytd... den meet lenz at JE popular at about 4 o'clock.. very 'qian bian'.. when i was about to go out i heard the bus like go le.. so of cos i wont wait for about 20 mins jus becos i wan to go lakeside MRT.. so i walk to another bus stop to take bus.. when i was about to reach there saw 1 of the bus go le.. that one is impossible for me to chase.. then when i almost reach the bus stop another bus come liaox.. i was chasing or rather running towards the bus stop.. guess wad.. the uncle saw me chasing for the bus but then don stop.. wad the hell man.. the weather is already so hot.. sweat like hell liao still chase for a bus tat DON stop.. then i reach JE popular was abit late.. den we walk to IMM.. wah.. the weather is really so hot.. really cannot tahan.. ask me go africa surely cannot survive.. reach IMM le we wanted to use the AXS machine to book BBQ pit.. but cant find it at the first level.. so we go to the third level de.. then at there saw rashida, lynn, jun xian, hairul and zul.. book le then go and eat dinner at KFC.. we are like slowcoach... eat for almost an hr.. eat le we are suppose to do our maths homework together.. however the questions are so difficult.. think my brain gonna rust soon.. such simple question i also dunno how to do.. how to take 'o' level??? haix.. mus start studying liaox.. hmmmz.. then after tat went to giant to check on the price and the things we need for BBQ.. suppose to buy the things and food we need today de but then shi huan come and meet us then she pay lohz.. hEez.. so we buy it ytd.. we got so much food lehz.. but the BBQ is really cheap.. everything add toegether is less then $100.. after tat accompany shi huan eat dinner le then we go home liaox.. hmmmz.. reach home le call peishan then we chit chat awhile.. after tat i watch da chang jin.. chaag jin is so cute when was young.. hmmmx.. I come back at night to update.. heez..

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2006-03-13T23:02:00.000-08:00

hmmmx.. ytd night went to meet dear.. come back quite late.. then straight away go and sleep le.. this morning he call me up.. and it is jus onli 9 o'clock.. how can i wake up at 9.. lols.. wake up liao cant sleep le.. then watch tv and eat breakfast lohz.. now (1500) so tired liaox.. surely will take a nap de.. so sianz.. gonna be at home for the whole day.. i've got nth to do! *yawnzz* think i go sleep now le bahx.. so tired.. bye

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2006-03-12T10:42:00.000-08:00

wake up at 8am actually wanna go church de.. but then not feeling well.. felt so giddy den like whole body no strength like tat.. den i msg dear tell him i not going church.. took 2 panadol then went back to sleep.. hmmx.. wake up at 1 pm.. feeling alot alot better liaox.. surely is not enuff rest tats why like tat.. den slack for the whole day.. do nth.. watch tv & eat lunch.. at about 3+ go back to sleep again.. heez.. onli sleep about an hr.. cos so late then wake up.. so cant really sleep soundly.. wake up liaox also do nth.. hmmm.. bout 730 like tat ask my mama wanna go jp anot.. cos i need to buy some thing.. wah.. my mama bought a facial cleanser for almost $30 and is like only 90mL?! so expensive.. heez.. she buy but i use.. kekez.. so bad horx me.. bought things liao then go kopitiam to have my dinner.. at tat time (930) so many stalls already close liaox.. then as usual i eat 'ban mian' .. one week think i ate 3 times le.. find it abit sianz liaoxz.. eat le den go home le lohx.. reach home also got nth to do then i put nail polish.. hmmmx.. i wanna go pedicure.. but then is like expensive for me lehz.. i still gotta go through 2 more weeks then i can get my pocket money.. i'm onli left with $50 for 2 weeks.. how am i going to survive.. somemore got holiday.. go out surely will sppend $$ de.. haix..

2006-03-11T08:48:00.000-08:00

i slept so early last night! it is earlier then the usual time i sleep when is a school day.. normally i sleep at 12 plus during school days.. ytd i slept at 11pm.. i just cant believe it.. hmmm.. maybe something is bothering me tats why i slept early.. don wish to disclose wad had happen.. i am jus like a pig.. sleep from 11 in the night to 12 in noon then i wake up.. i wonder why can i sleep so much?? family genes?? my family can sleep tat long too.. even worst the me.. hahaz... hmmmx.. cook lunch for myself de switch on the tv.. guess wad i watch?? CINDERALLA! to you childish right.. hey its my faourite fairy tale.. imagine if you were in dreamland?? isn tat great.. glass shoe.. fairly godmother.. prince charming! hahax.. i imagine too much le.. how good if things are in reality.. yeah!.. tml my sister going camping i can have the whole room.. heez.. well.. talk about today.. i went to dear mum's office to meet him and his cousin and auntie.. finally see my darling liao.. wah.. wait for bus so long then the weather so hot.. sweat like hell man.. face so red.. hahax.. well is worth it.. cos i get to see him.. come back to wad i am saying.. after tat his auntie brought us to keppel club.. played pool with him and his cousin.. after tat when to heartland mall to buy presents for 2 pple birthday.. after tat went for the birthday bbq.. sort of bbq onli.. i tot bbq is like everybody bbq their own food take whatever you wan?? ok well.. the bbq is at a terrace house.. then the one who bbq is like onli 2 or 3 pple making the food.. put it on a tray and served.. hmmm... others sit in the living room chit chating and enjoying the food.. is like might as well put the food in the oven and cook it.. isnt it better.. hmmm.. hahax.. but the food is really delicious.. i enjoy it.. i would say this is a 'no sweat BBQ'.. hahax.. gonna put on weight le.. this week actually got 3 bbq de.. but i not going for my class bbq.. kind of bored to me.. is like pple will do their own things.. dunno why i feel it this way.. don really enjoy it.. somemore is at east coast.. so far.. kind of tired le.. tml still gotta wake up early to go church.. hmm.. think i shall stop here liaox.. =) !

2006-03-10T05:46:00.000-08:00

today is last day of term one le.. so happy lehx.. wake up in the morning.. really so tired.. go back and sleep again.. then 745 wake up go sch.. since today last day le late also nvm.. today lesson all very relax.. nth much in school lehz.. after school go home then sleep for bout 2 hrs.. meet ellen at 430 at jp then we take dinner together... bought a necklace for nicholas sister.. her birthday on 12 march.. hmmmx.. wanted to buy slippers and shirt de.. but don see any that suit me.. got few shirt at red 2 very nice de.. but then is too expensive for me to buy.. cant afford it.. how good if everything is free or i jus have the money to spend on wadeva i wan.. hahax.. i wan so mani things.. =X ! .. so greedy horx.. tml going to a party celebrating nic sis birthday.. dunno wad to wear lehx.. like no shirt le.. everytime wear the same.. finally tml i can see darling le.. 5 days nv see him liaox..!! tat is veri long for me not to see him.. wish time passes fast then can see him le.. hmmmx.. one week holiday like very short horx.. i am like so busy the whole week.. program already arranged.. well i stop here le.. wanna watch tv liaox.. =) ! ..

2006-03-09T08:18:00.000-08:00

hmmmx.. today early in the morning gotta force myself to wake up.. wah i am really so tired.. somemore first lesson is poa.. cannot sleep for awhile.. my eyes is really so heavy.. nth much today lehx.. oh ya.. during chinese got funny man.. the chinese teacher dunno how to pronounce the english word then 'gey kiang' still wanna use tat word.. hmmmx.. my class pple should know wad am i talking bahx.. heezz.. after school when mama shop with ellen and joen to buy somehting to eat and drink coz got chinese remadial.. going to bell ring le then ellen joen and i then reach the classroom.. by the time teacher already in class le.. she so wad man.. say we late.. the bell haven ring say late.. ask us to stay back.. is her watch fast wad.. so unreasonable de.. tml last day of school le.. i mean for this term onli.. finally got a short break.. heez.. i so long nv see him le... miss him so much.. from sunday until now nv see him lehx.. now he not in sch le like time together less liao.. but i like it this way.. like we will treasure the time we had together even more when we get to see each other.. miss you so much!!!

2006-03-08T06:01:00.000-08:00

Aiyo.. so frustrating lehz.. the more i make the worst it is.. why so difficult to make a nice blog de.. hmmm.. so pek chek lehz.. nvm.. muz slowly learn.. today is a school day same as usual STUDY lohx.. heng today no maths remedial otherwise can die le.. today already got 3 maths period le.. if continue remedial for 1 hr means 5 period le.. lucky today change to bio remedial.. then mrs kelly tan nv come today.. got one period free.. sianx arx.. tml got chi remadial.. see the teacher face also sian man.. don feel like going.. so tired today.. well end here le..

2006-03-07T08:13:00.000-08:00

Hello everybody... Hmmm.. i am jean here.. guess not many people know who am i.. feel free to add me as a fren of your in your blog.. i am a newbie here.. alot of things still dunno.. so can i hope tat i can ask any of you here.. i also dunno what to write in my first entry.. well i shall end here.. bye..